hello it's morning

and I am munching on a small piece of cold pizza (kind of homemade as I add a lot to a DiGiorno with spinach, mushroom, sun dried tomatoes, basil, garlic, pepperoni, mozzarella, provolone, parmesan, and romano) and drinking cold water and loving the moment... The Outer Limits is on TV, looks like alien abductions and the drama between a mother and daughter in this one... I suppose I turned on the TV because I am awake and wired and lonely and want to imagine I have people around...

yesterday I went straight to the music and writing and felt much more inspired... the TV is distracting but still sort of comforting at the same time... but I already miss the music... and TV triggers food cravings... munch munch... next course, Kafka seven grain cereal and chocolate milk topped with frosted flakes...

and Doritos for desert... ok, so I’ve got nothing else to talk about in RealTime™ today than what I eat and what’s on TV... the final line of the show was something like fear is a powerful force, but it can’t compete with the love between a mother and child”... sounds great... and of course in my mind the first thought is that I wish I new that sort of love just once in this life... maybe next time...

I think I like The Outer Limits (and these type of shows) because of how normal they try to make the most extraordinary or unbelievable experiences because normal is so alien to me (if that makes any sense to you)... anyway, that's the morning and it's a dang great place to be...

happy day J