almost up to date

closer than it's been in a long time, the babbling diary is finally close to breathing normally (well, that would be hyperventalating by most human standards, but normally for life in black and white bahind the candoor)... many dozens of entries were uploaded in recent weeks and just this weekend about twenty more filled in the spaces known as blank dates and there are only three blank dates (and a few placeholder spaces) to go before there's no more empty spaces and only full speed ahead to go...

did that make any sense?...

well, I've been babbling and uploading to btc and even though there are still four dozen pages in the primary scribble file (and more files beyond that), I feel like I've reached a point to rest... maybe... at least until next week...

I did not do it all, but I did a lot...

and laundry...

so loving the babbling and the relaxing weekend and the excitement about future concerts and the fun in my head and the hope for more fun in the world outside my head and maybe even in the real time in space...

that's what I did today...