stuff i said (wrote)

this should have probably gone into the undeleted blog, but i was racing through the week without time for much so i am catching up now and apparently did not save the original post that inspired the following comment but i do know it was something about calling me a yellow monkey, or perhaps it was suggesting we are all monkeys, but on second thought, or second entry, i recall something about a yellow one… or maybe it was brown?... so i said:

that's 57 monkeys to you, bud... and they're all named Heinz too...

the internet died yesterday... regional crash or something... i thought the virus monster finally got me...

all seems wellnow...

keep it up :)

but then, with the mention of something yellow, perhaps, or some such instigation, the following emerged:

ok, so one is named Gulden... the yellow one, not that we're segregated monkeys, really...

i would like a startling new experience now, please...

after all, i've been waiting a lifetime... isn't patience reqrded?... doesn't what go around come around?... isn't one plus one two?...

through the miracle of the internet, we just had sex...

was it good for you?...

would this comment be sexual harassment if i posted it on a girl's blog?...

and if it was, would that be sexual discrimination?...

can't we all just sue each other and get rich?...

it is amazing, really, Aerosmith was right...

i added a song to my 73 song stream tonight... i won't tell anybody where or what song... at least not directly... or today... i might even be making it all up...

monkey #26 just petitioned for a bigger barrel...

and more fun...

he's been a little depressed lately...

perhaps the petition is a good thing then, a sign of life...

these are the scattered remains of what might have been a deeper and more profoundly explosive blog entry, the aftermath in the wake of the pause due to the laptop doing it's thing, maintenance and all, that distracted and delayed tonight's entry...

it was a fun night out at Earth Trivia... i'll link it in tomorrow's blog, maybe, if i stay awake and remember...

and that's that for now...

monkey #17, signing off :)

and then, in profound fashion, i was inspired by the thinking breather to ponder stuff and this came out:

to learn what others think, we read... to learn what we think, we live... sometimes, what others thing has a profound influence on our perspective, thoughts, and choices... but in the end we read the imagined and live the real... it is up to each individual to place meaning or value judgment, more or less or the same, on each...

from another perspective, it is only when the fear of the unknown that leads to the focus on control and knowing is overcome that the full sensual journey begins... until then, the mind is not open to optimal conscious awareness and is preoccupied with owning though, as opposed to experiencing it...

when you make peace with not knowing, you can being to understand that it is not knowing or even believing, but rather, it is being that matters most...

and chocolate :)

i said (wrote) other stuff in other places and elsewhere too and maybe i'll find something more to add to this entry down the road, or up, for that matter, but for now, this is the entry that is and was and will be here when and if you stumble backwards in the blog and sort of, in time… wait, not to out-profound myself or anything, but i just remembered this (and a kiss is still a kiss, but that's another missing puzzle piece we might ponder another time)…

am i observing myself experiencing observing myself experiencing observing myself living...

or am i experiencing observing myself experiencing observing myself experiencing living...

both, from my perspective, but then, an outside observer or co-experiencer might perceive things differently...

whatever i am doing, i am enjoying the heck out of it...

must sleep soon though :)

I so often use those smiley faces… i wonder if it's cuz i want the reader to know i am smiling or because i want to smile even when i am serious cuz i am amused by the insanity of madness that is humanity even when, at times, i allow it to frustrate me cuz i let myself believe in it… or something like that… anyway, are we having fun yet? :)