online, offline, life in thought and beyond

profound title, no?... ok, so no, but hey, irony, sarcasm, and self-deprecating humor is what it's all about around here (not to mention small words in italics to add a certain emphasis cuz, after all, what is sarcasm without a little emphasis)...

in between the annoying fast-forwarding distractions of the first season of Gilmore Girls and the glare of the florescent kitchen light, we are catching up on the past several days because i've just become so busy with life that i don't have time for my usual babbling or Gilmore-Girl-esque sarcastic banter... yeah, isn't it ironic...

i wonder how many get it...

meanwhile, in the continuing saga of the mislabeled time-date stamp saga, or scandel, this would be something like sunday morning after the night out partying with the film people... i drank alcohol like i was a normal human... and chatted, even may have accomplished some small talk... and, get this, i think i may have remembered a few names... who knows, a friend or something might happen to me... maybe i still have an intact social skill or two up my sleeve...

amazing, huh?...

ok, so all hopeful sarcasm aside, it was a fun night in spite of the typical human social situations... good food and occasionally, interesting conversation... no sparks, but then, maybe i should go out more than once before i find sparks cuz, after all, there may be some value in patience and besides, the forest is awfully dry...

and then, not to be outdone or too much the socialite, i returned to the internet world we all love so dearly and found a few caustic words to inspire me to become oppositional or simply amuse myself by plucking at the feathers of an idea that the reluctant curmudgeon (yes, z0tl) provided (cuz he loves me and love will provide, ya know?)... yeah, so let's get on with it already, shall we?...

z0tl said:

one day when you realize you're stupider than a dumb RNA virus that can turn your bRain into mush, we'll be here to provide answers to your next irrelevant question.

it's called cut and paste

& google. one day this need to defend goes away completely. then the real clogging of toilets begins.

pernickety said:

You are being influenced.

I just had to include that cuz love pernickety's sense of perspective, and humor... besides, i love it when someone can say in just a few words what i attempt to say in a thousand... succinct clarity is a beautiful thing :)

but then i went on (as usual) with my own response, profound as it may be, ever slipping tongue in cheek to ease the tension of egocentric folly that passes as profound wisdom just cuz it borders on making sense just enough to tweak the insecurities of the intellectual elite who must either scoff and write it off in collective defense of their inadequacies or pondered quietly as if it is hanging on some wall in some snooty art gallery... or something like that... anyway...

I said:

congratulations, you have inspired a portion of a sunday sermon unfettered by grammatical corrections or editing as yet and already in progress:

yes, there are those who use the cpg method of blogging, or even cpgy* method, though some might split hairs and claim it is copy rather than cut and yet, there is no shame in putting together a compilation of others for there is great art in editing, a skill i have little desire to explore as i have written many times, i'd rather be creating but just as often i've wished for an editor to connect some of my dots into a form more humans might understand better...

in recent blog incarnations like pop news and the video me, i am exploring this editor side of unnatural selection and the cp method, though i am more likely to use the cpy or cpyt method... and come to think of it, i've started using the cpp or cppp method in my current primary blog here (when did i realize that btc was no longer primary?... wow, how the mind represses and denies without telling the consciousness much, huh?)...

and yet, original though, if it ever existed or could possibly exist, comes closest to naked fruition and public exposure to and for more people than ever before here in this internet age whether using a cp* method or any other, and that may turn out to be a good thing if it unified and demystifies and bridges gaps and therein increases the possibilities of human understanding and world peace and fun...

pure babble even, is such a concept or thing exists outside of the mind, might be the alternative to the cp* method, however it just as easily might incorporate the cp* style as all influences are welcome and should flow freely in pb...

as for me, i reserve judgments or any form for form is merely the container for content... it matters little to me if the water i thirst for is brought to me in a tin cup or a gold chalice, assuming it is naturally or somehow filtered and or pasteurized (but then, perhaps water is not the best example for this metaphor, or is this an analogy... in any case, it's probablt distracting from the point if there aever was a point to this comment, and there was, actually, quite directly responding to the post that may well be gone by the time this comment concludes and is posted)...

in summary:

it matters little to me whether a great idea is given to me by the creator of the idea or by the millionth person who had the idea pass through their mind...

if i enjoy the idea enough, i will do my best to seek out many to share reflection on the idea and even the creator, if he or she is available...

so good people of the world, enjoy and read and share as you please, even if it is judgment and some false sense of superiority that makes the most sense and rings your feel-good bell about yourself...

and don't let it get you down, unless you want to be down.

which, after emerging from the central core of my own thought cloud, was immediately followed up by influence from the comment that immediately preceded mine (noted above)…

also, what pernickety said :)

finally, i replied to the ether in a second add-on, though not technically labeled PPS:

also, from personal to cosmic, because i care about you and want to keep in touch and i believe we can not have too many people caring and it is a better world if we all keep in touch...

yes, this entry is full of itself, as usual... but it's full of others too and they are definitely worth reading, so i've elevated my mindless babbling by including them (which is the secret, by the way)...

someday i might complete this... or make a point... until then, we'll just have to be satisfied that i seem to have caught up, in time or space or something like that... meanwhile, the TV just finally went off... the kitchen light remain on, of course, because caring to remember the request to turn off lights or consideration for wasting someone else's money is just beyond some people...

humans really are strangely self-centered and unaware of their surroundings most of the time... it's amazing they've survived this long...

tomorrow, more, until then, laugh or cry, but try to enjoy your choices... or at least be aware of them, ya know? :)

and oh, what cathartic brilliance might have been...