don't blink

to the tune of don't speak, I suppose... don't blink, I don't know where I'll be then, you might just see me missing, or disappearing if you don't blink, I leave the windows open, so I'm not really online, you are appreciated...

one day, when I have time, maybe I'll fill that out and see where it takes us, but for now I continue from where I left off, but only sort of, kinda more like a detour and the next entry, perhaps, will continue more precisely from the place the last entry ceased when I fell asleep...

running out to a little place called Will's Pub right now because in a moment of being me I said yes and the question Precious was asking was would I take her to Will's Pub tonight... I slept a half hour or so a while back today after getting home from work, but mostly I cooked a meatloaf (because my roommates are serious meat eaters and I don't want them to starve, even if it means a few cows must die... ethically, I am torn, but dang, it's a good meatloaf) and had Precious bouncing ideas off me for her myspace (which is why I may be flashing as "Online" over there, which is what I referred to in the opening number above when I was referring to leaving windows open... I am not really online, no matter what the sites might say, I just leave a dozen or more windows open even when I am away for days)...

and while she's showering I came here to say hello and tell you that I did actually fall asleep in the midst of the previous entry and it will continue, along with a dozen or dozens of entries destined for behind the candoor (the masterpiece of madness, or perhaps simply the my own personal rosetta stone), any day now... maybe even tomorrow... or tonight, one never knows... in fact, many...

life is full and fun, though that romantic spot inside is lonely and longing and dancing without sleeping in the middle of the dance floor as if nobody is watching and singing as if nobody is listening and loving every minute of it even if Jerry or nobody ever knows... everybody should, really, because it's better that way...

so it's off to hear some new music now and hopefully you'll find some fun in your life while looking for whatever it is you are looking for...

always love J