ok, good afternoon then

or now, even... yes, here in the east side of this phallic symbol of the country, it has recently become afternoon... so far I've been awake for somewhere between seventeen and eighteen hours and I feel supercharged, sorta... a long time ago, just after the previous entry, I fell asleep... I woke without an alarm some however many hours later and decided to stay up because I was not dead to the world... probably the gym workout from the morning (yes, this still refers to yesterday, keeping RealTime™ honest, ya know)...

I found PRecious wanting to share music and so we vegged in front of Fuse-TV (with some channel surfing along the way cuz my roommates love to) and I wandered around myspace checking out ADD requests and adding some and sending out some more of my own... it's addictive, the hope that maybe one of the ADD requests will connect with someone who could be or at least might know someone who could be the one...

and then I showered and headed for work... uneventful night, mostly getting the Thursday night work done (most for the week) and feeling the drop off in energy as I did not drink or eat anything since the night before so I might at least resemble someone who cares when I showed up at the doctor for my annual physical... by the time I got to the doctor I'd been awake for 14+ hours and was zombie-like, so the blood pressure was fine and I was just a pound more than I was six months ago...

after the doctor I did the usual, stopped at Krispy Kreme, then at the supermarket, then home... and then, the gym again... yup, the gym again... that would be about 16 hours awake with no food, though I poured about 45 ounces of water down my throat and took another 20 ounces to the gym, guzzle guzzle...

you know where to find gym details (see previous entry, I think... and other details, in babbling irreverent splendor, can be found behind the candoor, if you've got the time)... I returned here to find a headless guy wandering around the basement of a hospital... I think he was looking for his head... a large anteater, posing as a german shepard, helped him find it by giving him the combination to the locker... and then there is the sad little dead girl... and the Johnny Depp wanna-be... but this has nothing to do with this blog...

anyway, I then nodded off in the chair briefly and then I ate (no, it was not healthy food, but heck, I am going to the gym again, so the right direction seems to be the direction I may be heading again... I did buy more salad fixings)...

and here we are, up to date in RealTime™ just for you because you care... and there are no words to tell you just how much that means to me cuz there is such a void of caring in this world and I seem to have falling into the middle of the void (and it feels like years)... even the worms don't care, but I do...

I'm going back to my fantasies now... and maybe some Dove chocolate decadence ice cream (though the macadamian brittle is also calling my name)... you find your way to your best day and maybe we'll meet up somewhere in our blue heaven someday...

and wide-eyed and giddy I pause here to babble elsewhere and leave you with a cheer and a giggle and ...

bless you for reading J