bloat

ok, so I realized that I've been allowing poor dietary influences to interfere with and undermine my attempt to drop a few more pounds and so I semi-resolved to focus better this week on what is best for this body instead of the social world around me where, like in most of this country, health is the last thought when feeding times comes around...

it didn't work...

I got home hungry and Rasputin ordered pizza and chicken strips and I had some along with finishing my chinese left over from Friday and a salad... it is not quite a losing battle, but it is a climb barefoot up a landslide in a downpour around here... maybe I should fast the rest of the week...

sure enough, immediately after stuffing my face I nodded off with the laundry half done and now the evening is gone and I am groggy and feeling the bloat, the b-i-g bloat... and laundry continues, though slightly more wrinkled than I'd have liked... and Monday Night Footbnall blares on the TV... and all the lights are on... and everyone else seems to have gone to bed... these are the habits I am trying to break... yeah, starting tomorrow...

meanwhile, I tried visiting your pages and found something like this:

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what's up blogger-google?... better luck tomorrow... hopefully this bit of updating in real time (complete with self-flaggelation and whining) will make it out to the www since it's this sort of in-my-face confrontation (weak as it is, really) that wakes me up to the loneliness that draws me into the habits of others just to share more and helps me realize that I do not feel better afterward...

methods to madness and such... hope you are taking good care of yourself and enjoying your decadences... I intend to vacation from mine for a bit before returning to the hedonistic madness I generally enjoy... but please don't let me be any sort of good influence on you... remember, I am a professional, so if you try this at home, do take care...

nyuk...