once upon a time… bzzzzzft J Labels: chocolate, food, giggles, jig, joy, party, seg, work, yay
posted by candoor at 6:13 PM
Hello out there... this blog is a record of life as I live it as I attempt to learn how to be a human being (by contemporary human standards)... maybe then I won't be so alone.
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this blog is intended to be a stepping stone to sharing more in RealTime™ with you until I buy a computer that can handle an instant message program... if I keep it up to date, mostly you will find "away messages" letting you know what I am doing or where you can find me, should that be your wish... hopefully, together or apart, we are having serious fun...
the web universe beyond this blog and the blog galaxy it grows in holds many wonders and joys for me and if you take the time, for you too... some of my most precious pleasures and passions are found below, along with a few oddities that keep me amused when all the world's asleep... if you wander along these paths you will find people worth knowing, stuff worth pondering, wonders worth your time... along these paths you will find genius, folly, and friends... enjoy and share... ok, music... if you know anything about me (or just read around my web world), you know music means a lot to me... it's impact and influence in this life for me is way beyond literary expression... if you want to know me, know music...
this blog was created in order to leave a comment at a blog here... and then,
it became way for you who wish to know about daily life as I know it... and then,
the babbler took over, with encouragement and assistance from the peanut gallery
so now… in other words… what it is is…
simply some mundane details and trivia of a life semi-randomly babbled about
with a generous mix of sarcasm and irreverence that attempts to balance
the emotive self-importance of an individual perspective
with whatever reality might be
and musical score
in RealTime™
yeah, all that and wide-eyed cynicism too...
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FACE IT
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(not to mention this blog that will start below in a moment
and the many other blogs and writings that came before this and more)
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with still more inexplicable, incorrigible fanfare
oodles of appreciation for your continued interest
almost giddy disregard for grammatical conventions
seriously irreverent pleasure in linguistic gymnastics
and as much as anything else
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the Queen Mother of Hypergraphia presents...
more babbles
Friday, December 22, 2006
gonna bzzzzzft
fun at work, all set for Monday morning when I play Santa and distribute hundreds of toys and games and clothes and stuff...
great pizza at home (as if I'm not stuffed enough) and cookies and yum...
sugar is my mistress... 
well, that is how it started (once it started, see the description under the main title above) and in spite of the best laid plans and other cliches, it's still the intention even as it's turned into a rather babbling (and rhyming) mess... hopefully you can enjoy and still come to know me if you care to... someday, it may even become brief and sensible and on topic again. Maybe I am succeeding?
Of course it may just be yet another banal narcissistic effort in literary masturbation, but like most humans, we can pretend it isn't and imagine some more noble purposes here. Like desperate pleas for attention (and love) and validation (and trust) and companionship (and romance, at least), perhaps. I suppose it would be important to point out that in my mind, irony and sarcasm walk hand in hand with seriousness and irreverence, so you might want to put on your rubbers. Or clothes.
Also, I am not getting to many places on the web I used to visit and miss you wonderful people (most of whom don't even know I am here, ah, the irony)... if you do stumble into this blog, here you will find the daily whining and pathos and ridiculous way I (as a wanna-be human) take every little thing so seriously it's either sad or funny (depending on your perspective)... enter the drama, if you dare...
anyway, if you've found your way here because I left a comment for you, this blog is often the best I can do for daily keeping in touch these days (and I treasure the occasional comment or text message)... so thanks for stopping by... I hope you choose to check in often cuz I follow comment links and I want to stay in touch with you (yes, you)... may life be wonderful in your world :)
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Musical Comedy Murders of 1940
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Musical Comedy Murders of 1940
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Interpol
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Do Make Say Think
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Rilo Kiley, Grand Ole Party, Art in Manila
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Dashboard Confessional, Augustana, John Ralston
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Oct 17 (Plaza Theatre)
Doug Spears & Friends
Oct 18th (King Center, Melbourne)
Tori Amos
Oct 26th (House of Blues)
Soul Asylum
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Say Anything, Hello Goodbye
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Blue October, Yellowcard
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Elton John
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Nov 16th (Firestone)
Spill Canvas, Meg & Dia, Play Radio Play, Treaty of Paris
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Rumors
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Rumors
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Wine Down Meetup
Nov 23rd (Hard Rock)
ALBUM: Abbey Road
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Brand New, Thrice, mewithoutyou
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I'm Not There
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Collective Soul
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Dec 1st (Sanford Pvt)
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House Party Meetup
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Jimmy Eat World
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Earth Trivia
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WineDown
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Meetup at OMOA
Dec 6th (...)
softball practice
Dec 7th (Hard Rock)
Tribute to John Lennon
Dec 8th (West Pvt)
House Party Meetup
Dec 8th (Southchase Pvt)
Game Night Meetup
Dec 9th (Enzian)
Brouhaha Film Festival
Dec 12th (Urban Flats)
WineDown
Dec 13th (...)
softball practice
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Snowing in Celebration
Dec 15th (Weikiva - Pvt)
Holiday Party Meetup
Dec 16th (Arnold Palmer Hospital)
Xmas Carols for the kids
Dec 18th (Enzian)
This Is Spinal Tap
Dec 19th (Crane's Roost)
Running Meetup
Dec 20th (...)
Softball practice
Dec 22nd (The Social)
Less Than Jake
Dec 26th (Hard Rock)
Edwin McCain
Dec 27th (...)
Softball practice
Dec 28th (Jackson's)
UCF Bowl Game Party
Dec 29th (Sea World)
Polar Express to Sea World
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Joan Jett & the Blackhearts
Jan 2nd (Enzian)
Bladerunner - The Final Cut
Jan 3th (...)
softball practice
Jan 5th (...)
softball practice
Jan 5th (Jackson's)
NFL Game Party
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NCAA Football Championship
Jan 8th (O'Boys)
Earth Trivia
Jan 10th (...)
softball games (2)
Jan 12th (Private Home)
Movie Night
Jan 17th (...)
softball game
Jan 18th (HOB)
Toad the Wet Sprocket
Jan 23th (Enzian)
The Savages
Jan 24th (...)
softball game
Jan 25th (Mellow Mushroom)
Dinner meetup
Jan 26th (Festival Bay)
27 Dresses
Jan 28th (The Social)
Manchester Orchestera
Jan 29th (Riverside, Vero)
Richie Havens
Jan 29th (Enzian)
RepoMan
Jan 31st (...)
softball game
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Wine Tasting & Movie
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5K Run (Local Charity)
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Superbowl Party
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Earth Trivia
Feb 6th (Hard Rock)
Angels & Airwaves, Meg & Dia,
Feb 7th (...)
softball game
Feb 8th (Wine Warehouse)
Wine Tasting & Movie
Feb 9th (...)
tentative
Feb 10th (Enzian)
UCF Film Slam
Feb 10th (Fair..Park)
softball
Feb 14th (...)
softball game
Feb 15th (Enzian)
Persepolis
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5K Run (Local Charity)
Feb 16th (Private)
Game Night
Feb 17th (St. Cloud)
Picnic/Flag Football
Feb 17th (Lake Mary)
softball practice game
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Conference
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Conference
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Whoop-Dee-Doo
Feb 20th (Backbooth)
Sherwood
Feb 21st (Downtown)
Conference
Feb 21st (...)
softball game
Feb 22nd (Crazy Buffet)
family birthday dinner
Feb 23rd (Grand Bohemian)
New Meetup
Feb 24th (Fairview Park)
softball game
Feb 26th (Enzian)
The Big Lebowski
Feb 28th (...)
softball game
Feb 29th (Crazy Buffet)
Dinner
Feb 29th (Enzian)
The Wall (Pink Floyd)
March 1st (Friday's)
dinner
March 2nd (Fairview Park)
softball game
March 2nd (Golden Corral)
dinner
March 4th (O'Boys)
Earth Trivia
March 6th (...)
batting cages
March 8th (Disneyworld)
5K Run (Kidney Assoc.)
March 9th (Fairview Park)
softball game
March 9th (The Social)
Limbeck
March 10th (Marks Street Center)
The Bank Dick
March 11th = 13th (Work)
SIPP/AHCA/DCF Survey
March 13th (...)
softball practice
March 14th (Orlando History Center)
Retro Game Night
March 15th (private)
Game Night
March 16th (Fairview Park)
softball game
March 16th (Disneyworld)
Play Time
March 18-20th (Nashville)
Corporate Office
March 20th (King Center, Melbourne)
Jackson Browne
March 20th (...)
softball practice
March 21th (Winter Park)
Wine and Movie
March 22th (Fairview Park)
softball practice
March 22nd (HOB)
Spill Canvas, Yellowcard, Secondhand Serenade, PlayRadioPlay!, Treaty of Paris
March 27th (Fairview Park)
softball game
March 29th (Winter Park)
2 mile & 10K
March 30th (Fairview Park)
softball game
March 31st (Winter Park)
move (Midnnight Kiss)
April 1st (Hard Rock)
Moody Blues
April 1st (HOB)
The Mars Volta (decisions)
April 2nd (Seoul Gardens)
dinner new meetup
April 3rd (Fairview Park)
softball game
April 4th (Panera Bread)
new meetup
April 4th (Winter Park)
movie (Found Me)
April 5th (HOB)
Say Anything, Manchester Orchestra, Eli "Paperboy" Reed and The True Loves and Weatherbox
April 6th (Geneva)
hiking
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softball game
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Say Anything, Manchester Orchestra, Eli "Paperboy" Reed and The True Loves and Weatherbox
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majickal mysteria tourista
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Earth Trivia
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Rent
April 10th (Fairview Park)
softball game
April 12th (Groveland)
barbecue
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softball game
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Victor Stenger
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Trivia Again?
April 17th (Fairview Park)
softball game
April 17th (HOB)
Saves the Day
April 18th (HOB)
Rockstar Tour
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Chocolate Party
April 19th (UHS)
Miss Saigon
April 20th (Fairview Park)
softball game
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K.A.T.N. Movie
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softball game
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Panic at the Disco
April 26th (Casselberry)
German Festival
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train games
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softball game
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Leatherheads (movie)
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Italian Dinner
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Greek Dinner
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softball game
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All Night Walk-a-thon
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picnic
May 3rd (private)
game night
May 4th (Fairview Park)
softball game
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Trivia!
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softball game
May 9th (Catch a Rising Star)
Karaoke Party
May 10th (Waterford)
Firkin' Kegler!
May 11th (Fairview Park)
softball game
May 15th (Fairview Park)
softball game
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i do not want to die to end anything, there isn't anything to end, i simply would like a change of scenery's all.
i've had enough of the earthling ways, why linger? like the kodak man i say: "my work is done!" i have accomplished nothing. move along home.
1o,ooo,ooo years of nothingness, sitting here hoping you'll get the fuck bored already of reliving this love scenario life after life after life. wombs of deception.
you cannot go around offering people happiness, here take some of mine, it's free!
infinite love preaching until some energy draining worm shows up, then all you get is fingerpointing, run away, run away, he's out to hurt you.
disregard the previous paragraph, i have no idea why it popped up.
yays and shit, jolly good x'mas time,
z-grouchy-grinch
and there's a part of me who agrees with you and makes much sense of your words, but somehow that part of me just sits in the back seat nagging the driver of this bus I often call my life...
the driver, of course, is this silly kid who believes in true love and fairy tales and all the stupid shit that gets the heart beat up and the mind spun into knots... but somehow the ride remains more fun than the idea of jumping off the bus...
the joke will be on me if jumping off the bus is the answer I've been seeking all along :)
before i forget, your mission, should you choose to accept IT, is to remove the deluded vail from serenity's eye:z!
you need to tell her the whole truth and nothing but the truth, including some made up shit to finally scare the living day lights out of her as of what fatal mistake she's made for ever paying even remote attention to me.
scare her good man or else one day i'll give her a heart attack in her comments or something and omg all her followers may have a stroke as well seeing my wmd:z and shit!
not to mention i've met her in the real real life and what the hell might happen if i meet her when i'm in a kennedy space center type of mood? whoa! run for the wood:z!
oh yeh, and back to that part of you, it's not always hidden, one just has to have enough lifetimes to cycle through your almostly and mostly dead shit and then it bubbles up quite nicely.
i too am nice at times, neh? once a year, not for x'mas, mebbe? common, once? once! you can gimme once now, can't you? yes you can! you always positive you. thank you kindly.
and furthermore as you've always known IT in your heart that i can always do candoraesque lentghwise posts and/or comments, because i have looked in your eyes and have seen downstream far enough, you will not be saved "SOLARIS" style, you know, by finding the eternal soulmate. no.
you will fukkin continue on spinning your love wheel, carefully spending your karma on concerts and other audio/visual distractions and over and over again you will dance with little devils (at least stop picking them from toronto - there live the most terrible ones) and all that will only temporarily recharge your batteries, just so you can spin the wheel again. the monolog lives forever.
i would almost call you a perpetual spinster, no pun intended, dia!
am i saying you should do anything different? nevermore. those who tell others what should or should not do are but bigger fools than those who take or not take the advice.
still, youtube vlogging is for you, now get that lappy/webcam combo and get going. imagine that, one vlog a day from the green chair. would save me a lot of time from trying to sum up your 8 page entries in 42 blogs over 58 sub(space)nets.
and whenever did jumping off a bus get you anwhere but having to walk to the next (way)station and still hitch a ride on the zipper (oh, the kerouac days of hoboing from mexico to north carolina in 2 days are so forever gone), just so you can have a place to sleep before dreaming about crossing the ocean on a steamliner? fly my ass to the moon and back, there are NO SHORTCUTS anywhere outside the mental starry box.
what happened man? you are almost as popular as serenity now! so many comments, so many people in eternal love with your x'massy babbling. good job, keep on keeping on!
wonderful, I've missed your wize and witty ramblings...
my mission, aye?... yes, I know, you're the epitome of public evilness, but you only have the tools we give you, after all, and deep down you, well, we won't go there in public cuz that would spoil my mission, wouldn't it?...
I'll make up some good shit...
we wouldn't want a lynch mob soiling the fine linen at Serenity's Tide, after all... and I've grown a might fond of your neck (and imagine you've become a bit attached to it yourself)...
when you're ready to beam back to your home world, if she's smart (and she is), she'll have as much fun with you as I did :)
if I was hiding, you'd know me way too well what with your having a vast brain that reads and absorbs so many of the slippery details woven into my manic babbling and other places... I haven't visited the land of the mostly dead in quite a while, but mostly due to lack of time and I hope to find time to revisit soon because it's a healthy thing to go mad and throw a pity or vengeance party every now and then, not to mention the roots of the MD, hard core "getting real" and "reds" back at the crossroads...
thanks for the plugs (at least they are not shamelessly linked as I'm apt to do, aye? :)
and yes, if you insist, your niceness is unsurpassed at times, kindness too... at least seven minutes every year, twice on Sundays... but you don't want me to be giving away these secrets behind your evilness too often, do you?...
and then we come to the dastardly comment threatening to whip up a candoraesque bisque on my ass and exposing the weakness of my fanciful delusions so I come out swinging with both fists wrapped in rhapsodic rap that proves the hollow visions behind my passionate beliefs...
and while it may be one possible choice to give up on the possibility of a recurrence of a Solaris eclipse with another in this life, I have repeated the collision of stars more than once in this life and shall do it again cuz what goes up, must come down, spinning wheel, got to go round... talkin' 'bout your troubles it's a cryin' sin, ride a painted pony let the spinning wheel spin... so I'll just sit here watching the wheels go round and round (I really love to watch them roll) cuz I'm no longer riding on the merry go round (I just had to let it go)... cha cha cha (cuz it really is a double fantasy, you know)...
though I will give you this with a sigh, it is a challenge to cultivate just the right dialogue (sigh)...
but hope springs eternal in the youth and me and one day I just might stumble upon someone realistically fitting the role (currently filled by darling Dia) in the flesh and she'll share my fantasies in realities and be inspired by my muses and ultimately become the most primary muse of all (muse prime, of course)...
especially with the sweet sounds of The Sound Of Music playing between commercials on the TV at the moment, there's no way any cynical power or negative thought can penetrate the aura (see, I had a secret weapon as this response to your astute and adept comments began... so sneaky, I be)...
lol, a vlog from the green chair, won't that be fun... of course I could just set the world aghast (or more hopefully laughing) by singing my rhymes (or perhaps Edelweiss as I just did)... or perhaps reading my entries as nightly news reports like they do or did on Saturday Night Live...
such an ego...
you are my dearest fan, you know : )
but my, what sharp teeth you have... and I am not convinced that the kerouac says are gone forever, for truly the enlightenment of our species comes in cycles and I can hope to be alive, if only as the latest version of the elder statesman type Tim Leary, for the next thrust of conscious awareness into the collection psyche of the culture... perhaps this time, what with AIDS and all waking us kids up to the perils of casual sex, free love will take on a deeper and more meaningful cultural actualization...
or we could just blow ourselves up and start over, as that's been done a few times before, at least...
and should I be only a dream in a starry box (they should have told me, Vincent), then I'll leave it for another generation, or even for another incarnation in the evolution of homosapien (or perhaps even another species) to find their way with or without the words I leave for posterity...
as for popularity, I don't know what you mean : )
I am noticing my myspace friends list growing in leaps and bounds, but I'd call that more perseverance than popularity... it is nice to see one of my shortest posts here get so many comments, even if they are all from the lunatic on the grassy knoll... and if the dam breaks open many years too soon and if there is no room upon the hill (or knoll), and if your head explodes with dark forebodings too, I'll see you on the dark side of the moon...
and if we shout and no one seems to hear...
once again, my reluctant muse z0tl, you've inspired me to be thinking and perhaps, as so often does with your provocative and occasionally acerbic input, an entry shall blossom in the behind the candoor garden... and to at least conclude this comment, before you give up all hope on any sort of hard core realism ever coming again from this perpetual dreamer, I let slip that a very special Xmas carol will be performed in an entry coming soon to a diary, journal, or blog near somewhere... I'm just not sure where it's going to pop out yet, but I promise it will be a step towards restoring your faith in the evil within even the most candoraesque of hearts left for dead in this cold cruel world for too long (now aren't we excited?... too much build up?... well, we're among friends, after all)...
As I sit on this xmas eve in the physical state that has consumed my existence for more time than i can currently recall, there isn't any energy or time for really thinking much about silliness that can so often permeate online meanderings. stripped down to the basics once again i find the only thing left really is Love. no room or energy for anything else. it is existence, it is everything...even through the agony the light shines...it cannot be extinguished...i know it lives in our friend z0tl regardless of what comes out of his mouth or through his fingers on a keyboard...i've heard it, seen it, known it. and in you dearest candoor it defines your existence as well...you exude it in everything you say, do, and write...i am so grateful that i can come here when i am like i am now and i can draw on that and know that stripped of all of my worries about silly things that don't matter, i am here as me, as Love, and i am at home in a place where no matter what people and the world have given to you, you know your core Truth too...thank Love for that. so tonight, i wish you both a magical christmas, i thank Love for you both, and i thank Love for the heart that beats inside of you...both of you.
HUG :)
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