here, there, and everywhere...
ate something that is not agreeing with this body resulting in forehead throbs and extra potty time (you needed to know this, of course)... but feeling like crap didn't stop me from writing in myspace tonight and I'll try to keep my head up and focused enough to upload to btc too...
I think I may write too much for anyone to keep up with... I don't want to think that too often cuz it's a sad thought sometimes... especially when I am feeling weak and uncomfortable in this body and want someone to pat me on the head and tell me they love me and everything will be alright...
offline, in RealTime™, I woke and took a couple of hours for myself, going to work at 11... sleepy I was, but not tired, so I enjoyed the luxury of remaining in that quasi conscious state while responding to inspirations on the web... then at work, no work got done... it's Xmas wrapping and Santa's Workshop everywhere and after giving half a day to it yesterday, I finally gave in and put my work aside... the Xmas party and feast was this afternoon and it was a nice spread, though I am wondering if something on the buffet was off as this body is sure off since about two hours after eating... alas, I am not a turkey and do not enjoy stuffing myself today...
Rasputin just woke and turned on the light and ouch for my eyes... of course he then went to shower and get ready for work and left the bright light on... so much for the dark peaceful meditative atmosphere I was creating for my head and body...
I'll be Santa this year... at 5am Monday morning I'll be sneaking into the hospital and putting several hundred presents under and around six trees... the person in charge of rallying the community for donations outdid every previous year by far and each kid will be getting at least ten presents and some more than twenty cuz they have family and others who left things specifically for them... it's pretty amazing as more than twenty oversized bags are full...
I got home and napped and woke with a throbbing forehead so I hopped in the shower and sweated in all hot water until it ran out, then let cold water drip on my forehead... felt much better, so I came out here and wrote in the dark... this is what came out... and here we are for the brief update of the day...
that's it... enthusiasm almost all used up, but it was a wonderful day... hope yours was too
I think I may write too much for anyone to keep up with... I don't want to think that too often cuz it's a sad thought sometimes... especially when I am feeling weak and uncomfortable in this body and want someone to pat me on the head and tell me they love me and everything will be alright...
offline, in RealTime™, I woke and took a couple of hours for myself, going to work at 11... sleepy I was, but not tired, so I enjoyed the luxury of remaining in that quasi conscious state while responding to inspirations on the web... then at work, no work got done... it's Xmas wrapping and Santa's Workshop everywhere and after giving half a day to it yesterday, I finally gave in and put my work aside... the Xmas party and feast was this afternoon and it was a nice spread, though I am wondering if something on the buffet was off as this body is sure off since about two hours after eating... alas, I am not a turkey and do not enjoy stuffing myself today...
Rasputin just woke and turned on the light and ouch for my eyes... of course he then went to shower and get ready for work and left the bright light on... so much for the dark peaceful meditative atmosphere I was creating for my head and body...
I'll be Santa this year... at 5am Monday morning I'll be sneaking into the hospital and putting several hundred presents under and around six trees... the person in charge of rallying the community for donations outdid every previous year by far and each kid will be getting at least ten presents and some more than twenty cuz they have family and others who left things specifically for them... it's pretty amazing as more than twenty oversized bags are full...
I got home and napped and woke with a throbbing forehead so I hopped in the shower and sweated in all hot water until it ran out, then let cold water drip on my forehead... felt much better, so I came out here and wrote in the dark... this is what came out... and here we are for the brief update of the day...
that's it... enthusiasm almost all used up, but it was a wonderful day... hope yours was too
Labels: bloat, brief, btc, food, holidays, myspace, ouch, party, real, work
posted by candoor at 11:54 PM
3 Comments:
Hi Candoor, Season Greetings
Wishing you and precious, and your loved ones and all those around you
A very Merry Xmas
you senescent son of a sentient being! merry kwanzaa! i can't believe quasar9 didn't know you're black.
oh & should q9 read this, the 1st stanza refers to candyboy, not you.
& don't forget to wish happy hannukah to serenity and please buy me a festivus pole!
Q - merry happy to you too :)
Z - Overheard at the water cooler:
the guy who invented Kwanzaa was arested and put in jail, how can you celebrate a holiday like that?
yeah, well the guy who invented Christianity was arrested, nailed to a cross, stabbed with a spear, and left for dead... your point?
meanwhile, your self-destruction is being recorded in disappearing ink... I am saving random bits and pieces when I am subconsciously drawn to slashing and glueing, but I silently mourn the passing of the rest...
and now I shall dance.
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