the internet is an out of body experience
the body relaxed, though did not sleep, today... the TV remained off until I called the cable company and paid the bill (sometimes that is the only peace from television I get around here) and then the usual banal fare piped through the tube... Final Destination 3 and Office Space were the highlight of the evening...
Precious arrived home safely with Krispy Kreme donuts straight from the original Krispy Kreme in Winston-Salem, North Carolina... and there was ice cream and cookies and I don't know if I'll ever resist the influences of the roommates here... especially since I do not want to clean/scrub the kitchen every time I want to cook because I am the only one who does dishes and wipes up after I use the kitchen, so I don't make fresh food or cook here... and now Rasputin is coughing all over the place, including on the dishes I washed, so Precious will probably be sick soon and I'll do my best to stay out of the kitchen and out of his way for a while...
and maybe tonight I'll clean off my bed and use it for the first time since Tuesday night so I might feel rested in the body enough to feel motivated to get to the gym before this week off from work speeds by... alone, alas, all alone in my hunger for creativity and health and fitness and activity and love and lust and passion for and to share everything... lament and sigh and all that jazz...
my mind, for better or worse, is having way too much fun to join in the physical fatigue or muscular depression, so I'm gonna wander back over to myspace and continue fantasizing about all the wonderful friends and muses I would have in real life if I could only trannsmit myself through wires so I could be wherever these wonderful people are... yeah, real life, cool illusion, aye?...
is the whole world laughing with me? J
Labels: babble, blah, brief, btc, food, giggle, health, heart, hope, life, loneliness, muses, myspace, real, rest, sigh, sleepdep, TV
2 Comments:
inquisitive mind:z wanna know, who's she, 1,ooo,ooo miles away from home?
i guess i'll head btc in hopes of further drama revelations.
she?... oh, Bandit... just the latest internet fantasy and amusement park (unless, of course, Dia wants to stir the pot and move back up to #1 by sleeping with me next month)... irreverence tolerance high and energy level appears quite off the chain, as the young folk say... but I probably went too far already as I think my last comment was censored, but then, could have been a myspace glitch or something... count no rejection until it's time :)
I spent the last day or so copying stuff to CDs and freed up lots of Gigs on the hard drive... maybe defrag will work next time I run it and the machine will run a bit better.. not holding my breath, but heck... I'm thinking about reinstalling Win98 and seeing if that helps...
now that I finished a day of computer maintenance (though didn't get to the email), I'm gonna start the browsing rounds :)
are we having fun yet? :)
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