why does the mouth go on chewing?

yes, there's a song in that title, Skeeter Davis, in case you need a hint... meanwhile, through sheer strength of will, stubbornness, and laziness, this body has reduced it's metabolism to needing less than 200 calories a day... ok, maybe I exaggerate... but I can definitely do fine on 1000 and probably not lose any weight... I wonder if I'd lose weight on a 500-a-day calorie diet... one day, when I decide to turn my will power on healthy again instead of wasted, we shall see...

there's away too much energy being devoted to food of late... and words, way too many words... I feel quite ridiculous...

that shouldn't amuse me, I know, but it does... everything amuses me of late... the idiocy of war, the apathy of humanity, the poverty of creativity, the greed of culture, the fself-destructive ear dominating everything everyone does...

I obviously am not babbling enough... or moving enough... or exercising enough... or socializing enough... and probably laughing too much... I'd like to find something (or someone) that would actually attract my attention enough to inspire me to take something seriously again...

maybe tomorrow, g'nite :)