my space
we shared our dreams for so long
how many years does it take to be permanent
will you ever hear this song?
why is it so hard to find you
i never wanted to get this far
living so long without you in my life
why don't i know where you are?
i wonder where you are
falling in love is about letting go
and you did and i didn't but we were best friends
living together and sharing everything
i thought we both knew the trust never ends
unconditional trust is about giving it
and that is the best thing we shared in our lives
there are few people i have more respect for
a decade and then some, you know it survives
so why is it so hard to find you
when everyone seems to be here
posting out on the internet bulletin board
how can it be made more clear?
why is it so hard to find you
how could you not know this is for you
near or apart you are still in my life
we know in our hearts what is true
i wrote this one for you
there is a simple dream i have been dreaming
since i could first think about who i am
to love and be loved honestly and be trusted
unconditionally by one who understands
that love and trust are the greatest gifts in life
and once shared - strangers become true friends
and no matter what happens love is forever
the gift of true friends never ends
and this dream of true friends never ends
so why is it so hard to find you
you know i do not pretend
your place will always be here in my life
you are always my true friend
i am always your true friend
where are you now... my true friend
so i post these words here on myspace
and a dozen other websites
just in case you wonder where i am now
your true friend who always writes
why is it so hard to find you
we shared our dreams for so long
how many years does it take to be forgotten
will you ever hear this song?
why is it so hard to find you
i never wanted to get this far
living so long without you in my life
why don't i know where you are?
i wonder where you are
Labels: alas, emo, hope, memories, mtmm, muses, myspace, real, remembering, sincerity
posted by candoor at 4:33 AM
4 Comments:
she's always in front of you, but you're too blind to see her, because you are trying to see the past.
maybe you should trek to russia with fartsy-pants next time around?
the past is a movie i watch now and then, like a visit to the grave of a very old friend, it's is where i go for creative spice when the present isn't providing any :)
in front of me is an endless parade of different faces that all look the same, fear of eye contact, suspicion of love, doubt of self...
the question that comes to mind is what happens to the love, the thread of energy woven by the heart... i look for those who know well enough to actualize it's infinite eternity (or eternal infinity) cuz that's an illusion worth dying for and anything worth dying for is worth living for (taking life as seriously as possible while enjoying it as much as possible - holding on and letting go simultaneously having and giving away the best of everything)...
or something like that :)
in the meantime, i enjoy the moments, share what is available, and write my babble rhymes :)
i don't even know the color of your eye:z which means i never looked into them, really? who can tell, i try to see/hear people with my hara. hah.
eyes windows into soul bullshit, beyond the concept of soul there's more, how you gonna find that huh, witch yo senses?
anyway, this dude blueallover.dairyland once upon a time used to say eyes are good in apple pies, i myself prefer cherry.
shit i just watched "audition" another sickfuck japanese flick, i didn't finish watching yet, because i had to sleep before it gets to the part that won't let me anymore ;)
This is good cuz I've already read all this at myspace...so it's like a little review, and now with a black background too, which gives it another mood.
:)
hug
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