insanity 101, chapter 2
chapter two starts with sleep deprivation... 40 minutes in the past 51 hours and i played softball tonight for 4 hours (pitching... in the rain... walked none, gave up two hits (or was it three), two runs (on an error), and we won something like 30 - 2 with a scoring limit of 7 runs per inning for the first 4 innings and we only played five innings cuz the mercy rule is game over if one team is ahead by 10 or more runs after five innings) and the leg cramps are telling me sleep deprivation is real (or side effects from lisinopril, however it may be spelled, are real) and the start of chapter two of insanity, 101...
it's a course offered free in my head...
so i really ought to lay down and sleep now as work is waiting just six hours away and the body could use ten, at least, and i don't want to raise the risk of pulling a muscle or other injury even higher than it already is...
i love you :)
I shared nocpdjavcf with several relative strangers today... two of whom i've never actually met (other than being in the same room together)... surely insanity, but you don't have to call insanity surely...
i am crossing the line, sharing links to my web world on the meetup site and with meetup people... any day now an actual physical person from orlando will read this blog and discover the insanity among us, or them, from their perspective... perhaps i should laugh in the bwa ha ha fashion... or at least a hearty nyuk nyuk...
that week of entries still awaits uploading... and then some... i wrote a bunch of posts on a message board for a meetup that related to nocpdjavcf, though i have not linked that particular page on the boards, probably cuz i didn't think of it until i was writing emails... yes, i wrote a few emails too... communication, amazing, huh?...
i wonder if people actually sit in the same room while they blog... i don't mean people in a public library or wi-fi cafe or wherever, but i mean people who know each other, just sitting around, and instead of interacting when in the same room, they sit at separate computers blogging about this, that, or something... i wonder how many blog about each other...
i wonder if i would enjoy that...
it's 2am, do you know where your blogger is?...
loving you :)
nite nite :)
it's a course offered free in my head...
so i really ought to lay down and sleep now as work is waiting just six hours away and the body could use ten, at least, and i don't want to raise the risk of pulling a muscle or other injury even higher than it already is...
i love you :)
I shared nocpdjavcf with several relative strangers today... two of whom i've never actually met (other than being in the same room together)... surely insanity, but you don't have to call insanity surely...
i am crossing the line, sharing links to my web world on the meetup site and with meetup people... any day now an actual physical person from orlando will read this blog and discover the insanity among us, or them, from their perspective... perhaps i should laugh in the bwa ha ha fashion... or at least a hearty nyuk nyuk...
that week of entries still awaits uploading... and then some... i wrote a bunch of posts on a message board for a meetup that related to nocpdjavcf, though i have not linked that particular page on the boards, probably cuz i didn't think of it until i was writing emails... yes, i wrote a few emails too... communication, amazing, huh?...
i wonder if people actually sit in the same room while they blog... i don't mean people in a public library or wi-fi cafe or wherever, but i mean people who know each other, just sitting around, and instead of interacting when in the same room, they sit at separate computers blogging about this, that, or something... i wonder how many blog about each other...
i wonder if i would enjoy that...
it's 2am, do you know where your blogger is?...
loving you :)
nite nite :)
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posted by candoor at 1:43 AM
3 Comments:
So near yet so far
Orlando, where is that? lol
I know, I know - don't tell me
I must make a fly by one day.
Good to see sleep deprivation and insanity is still not keeping you away from your online friends, online.
see and i knew all along you're with stasi and like you'll be writing nockjjadskhga and it's all about me, me, me, meeeeeeeeeee.....
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
running to sesshin; stop this madness with the 40 minutes to 51 hours ratio, you're inviting something stupid while being on the freeway.
really, you're getting to that age where you have to be told take care of your non-existent self like one would tell a child?-)
mw@h
redrum... REDRUM!
stasi?
the small brown fox joined the west german secret police?... what?...
42 redrums spoken in a row and nothing happened, but after the 43rd, johnny showed up...
Il mattino ha l' oro in bocca... Was Du heute kannst besorgen, das verschiebe nicht auf Morgen... No por mucho madrugar amanece más temprano... Un 'Tiens' vaut mieux que deux 'Tu l'auras'... All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy...
madness is only contageous to the people who want it and the people who are afraid of it...
your laughter, tears, praise, well wishes, and concerns are much appreciated... i did get 4 hours sleep last night and the softball game was cancelled tonight, rain-out, but words keep calling me so i wrote while the tv played two movies, Resident Evil and Invincible and a Stargate since i've been home and wired i still feel...
Milla, I lust you...
ya vul, too...
ok, i'll cheat and call this an entry, just so there's one for tonight, or tomorrow, cuz all this genius insanity should not be kept to myself, after all, selfish i am not, mousaki...
thank you mucho, deeply...
someone save my life tonight...
you helped :)
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