almost over

the time on the net, that is... after amazing you with comment responses (ego feels good tonight, he farts passively at anyone who can't take a joke... or was that gleefully?), i come here with a heavy heart cuz this just may be farewell again for a while... i'll be at day two of re-training for a job that isn't mine tomorrow and then, tomorrow night either wander around miami a bit or take my time driving up the coast back to orlando to return the rental car thursday morning and then, i'll check the mail to see if the wireless card is in the mailbox and if att set up my new service yet... if not, i'll call and stick my tongue out at them...

i will miss you each moment i am away, dear words and images that amuse and seduce and entertain and fuel my imagination and keep me company when i am alone in space...

i'll miss you people too :)

oh, and since i am flipping the world the bird with love and giggles, if you love me you'll fly to LA to tell Zoe what a fool she is for not knowing i am the coolest grape she's never peeled and if she wanted me for hot wild sex i would make her wait until she could bear waiting no more (which would give me time to get into better shape, but don't tell her that cuz it's not nearly as irreverently seductive, ya know?) and proceed to rock her world one skin cell at a time... and then we'd start making love on the inside for the first and last and only time cuz it would never end...

and then she sings:

oh burning man, you light my fire,
see me dancing on the high wire
oh silly goose, you turn me on
so much all sense and reason gone
all i can do is melt in your arms
the puddle you make of me with your charms
is almost as sweet as the laughter you inspire
(as i try to sing this song)
oh burning man, you fill me with desire
now how can we go wrong?

yeah, so, less threatening strangers have inspired no less and it sure beats masturbating alone, but leave us not give all the secrets away in one gasp, or gulp, even... you see what a little lusting in the afternoon can do?... she was almost adorable, a south american cutie who sat and chatted and laughed during lunch and dinner and had me imagining what kissing was like (among other things)... so naturally i thanked Zoe for sending her to me because she does those things and after all, who else should i thank, i don't have a dog, after all... or a horn, for that matter... if you were expecting this to make sense, well, it does, but you don't have to know that even if you want to pretend you do for a moment or two just so nobody notices you are completely or at least partially lost... cuz i'm living in the moment and loving every minute of it, yeah... wait, a moment is shorter than a minute, isn't it?... but then, who's counting?...

so you say you want a rhyme or two, well what if i wrote one for you and one for me and one for someone else (that would make three) for starters... praise is making my eyes water, though i just yawned so that helped too, but the thought that there is hope for even the most broken among us is definitely a rainbow through tears... if only there was someone to curl up with tonight, then everything would almost really be alright, still and all i'm loving every moment today, as fantasy leads me back to reality and maybe me and myself (and i?) can find a moment to come out to play... after i blow my nose, that is... cuz like someone, i think his name is don, once sang, it's all about forgiveness yeah, even if...

sleep would be good now...

till, whenever :}

insanity 101, chapter 2

chapter two starts with sleep deprivation... 40 minutes in the past 51 hours and i played softball tonight for 4 hours (pitching... in the rain... walked none, gave up two hits (or was it three), two runs (on an error), and we won something like 30 - 2 with a scoring limit of 7 runs per inning for the first 4 innings and we only played five innings cuz the mercy rule is game over if one team is ahead by 10 or more runs after five innings) and the leg cramps are telling me sleep deprivation is real (or side effects from lisinopril, however it may be spelled, are real) and the start of chapter two of insanity, 101...

it's a course offered free in my head...

so i really ought to lay down and sleep now as work is waiting just six hours away and the body could use ten, at least, and i don't want to raise the risk of pulling a muscle or other injury even higher than it already is...

i love you :)

I shared nocpdjavcf with several relative strangers today... two of whom i've never actually met (other than being in the same room together)... surely insanity, but you don't have to call insanity surely...

i am crossing the line, sharing links to my web world on the meetup site and with meetup people... any day now an actual physical person from orlando will read this blog and discover the insanity among us, or them, from their perspective... perhaps i should laugh in the bwa ha ha fashion... or at least a hearty nyuk nyuk...

that week of entries still awaits uploading... and then some... i wrote a bunch of posts on a message board for a meetup that related to nocpdjavcf, though i have not linked that particular page on the boards, probably cuz i didn't think of it until i was writing emails... yes, i wrote a few emails too... communication, amazing, huh?...

i wonder if people actually sit in the same room while they blog... i don't mean people in a public library or wi-fi cafe or wherever, but i mean people who know each other, just sitting around, and instead of interacting when in the same room, they sit at separate computers blogging about this, that, or something... i wonder how many blog about each other...

i wonder if i would enjoy that...

it's 2am, do you know where your blogger is?...

loving you :)

nite nite :)