previews: interaction!

as epic as the previous entry may have been (though i may be biased, but i believe it was far outdone by the behind the candoor version that was fully expanded and babbleified, it is time for another to take it's place here and this too is an entry in progress for behind the candoor as the babbler has much to be babbling about when pondering the words... still, though this place is supposed to be some far-fetched attempt to become more human in RealTime™, the babbler does get a fair share of the writing time and space and to that end, this is kind of a preview to what would have been going on behind the candoor for years had i not pasued there until recently... or something like that... in any case, we now bring you this preview of the entry in progress (or something like that dontcha know)...

apparently, the title will be interaction... yes, there are times (like a lot) when i sit or stand or walk or do whatever and every cell in my body (not just the naughty ones, seriously now, can i be serious for a moment, sheesh, hurumph, and all that faux indignation) is just screaming out for…

INTERACTION!

as opposed to attention, you see... especially the brain, which is one of the primary reasons i write so much… and why i can get into just about anything (he says while trying to find the music and literary value in a vanessa hudgens cd… oh gobblygook, can he be any more incorrigible?)… most especially i want… i want…

hmmm, what do i want, anyway?...

by the way, disregard all the links on that page except the ones below each section on the left that offer more cuz the rest are defunct or close to defunct… though the email groups are still alive, i am currently not able to access them as my account of ten years is corrupted at att and/or yahoo and they do not appear to respond to support requests with anything other than canned emails, so far at least… i wouldn’t be surprised if a rant about their poor service shows up around here somewhere… and obviously the computer info (and probably some other stuff) is way outdated, though i still never bought that cutting edge computer, nor have i gotten my stuff out of storage, alas, others take precedence)… ok, so it’s a bit dated, but tell you what… if you let me know you would like to read it updated, i will updated it… how’s that for service?...

but most seriously, all technical glitches and progress and asides aside, that page above was written ten years ago, at least, and it still summarizes what i want better than most anything else i’ve ever written… new to you?... sheesh, and you call yourself a fan (nyuk nyuk, narf :)

and where is this bit of retroactive introspection coming from?... stevie nicks kind of woman?... odd combo of foods for dinner (garden burgers, rice {made with four kinds of soup, nuts, and assorted spices, including a couple of slices of smoked sausage}, a few pistachio crisps with spinach dip, and glazed walnuts for dessert)?... vanessa hudgen’s mouth?... typing naked?... progress in unpacking and cleaning the place?... an earlier conversation with a real person? (who might actually want to know me?... i know, shocking)... a return trip to the gym for the third day in a row?... an improving hot shower experience?... an increase in the loneliness crying out for attention?...

naaaa, couldn’t be :)

it’s probably a bit of all and more of some and the only way to know for sure is to be here and explore with me, so since none of you are, we’ll just have to enjoy the irreverently serious speculation and park the question for future contemplation if you remember to bring it up if and when you get here…

to be continued...