almost browsing, almost sleeping, almost dreaming

i haven't been recording web browsing the way i once planned and even though i spent a tiny fraction of my time browsing these days, i was intending to post an entry a week containing web wandering once again... but somehow i didn't follow through partly because i got wrapped up in the catch up but primarily because i have not had time to browse or copy and paste web addresses and create links and all that...

tonight, i fell asleep after getting home from the double header (we won both, 5-0 and 19-0, two shut outs, and we are in first place (tied, but we beat the team we are tied with) and woke four or so hours later and went to bed, but sleep wasn't coming so i came back here and clicked on my playlist to listen to music (instead of watching tv) and decided to check mail which lead to meetup where i spent a little time for the first time in months and added new friends and left a couple of comments (greetings) and that lead to facebook and myspace and other places and that lead to an old long time favorite who reminded me of how much i love words and sharing and the dream of actually connecting with someone for real and all that mushy stuff (and the music was right on time to help) and these are the people on the web that inspired me to remember to record my web browsing tonight...

chaya jere aracelis pets party urbantenant

and the last one inspired me to pause the music and listen/watch for the past hour and while i have very mixed feelings about the responsibility for and response to the 9/11 tragedies, the perspective from these videos was so much better than the news media and somewhat interesting and the retrospective kept me awake pondering the stupidity of humanity...


what would you do if i could not walk?
would you still want to be with me?
what would you do if i could not talk?
would you still be able to hear me?
what would you do if i could not see?
would you still want me to feel you?
what would you do if i grew old and frail?
would you still want to be by my side?

look into my eyes, what do you see?
what really attracted you to me?
what would you do if it was all gone?
would there be any love to carry on?

where is the unconditional love
is it only in dreams?
is it just me or have you found
love is seldom as it seems
where is the unconditional trust?
is it just fantasy?
is it just me or have you found
trust is an impossibility...

for rarely is it tested
often it's a mistake
it lives so well in dreams
but dies when we're awake
so rarely is it lasting
unless it is faked
have you ever met a promise
that did not break?

look into my eyes, what do you see?
what really attracted you to me?
what would you do if it was all gone?
would there be any love to carry on?

where is the unconditional?...



almost listening Alice Peacock's I'll Start With Me and watching the one and only zoeraster what?

Dance Band on the Titanic...