what day is it?...

I think it's Wednesday morning, but life is still blurring by and I don't pay much attention to time or labeling time even when life is slowly drifting by... it's been fun, but it's also been missing key ingredients like a closer friend or friends or a romance, even... and even though work can be fun for me, it's still much more work than play... no writing time...

I feel the losses too, since I am poor (relative to where I've been in this life) and accept many limits on my activities and self-time that I know I didn't have before, but compromise, even if it seems more boring and lonely than life was when I was rich, is good for the head in this case...

I slept most of yesterday in between work and could have slept more so the fully rested state is still one I've not been in for quite some time... a few weeks off would be nice, but I don't keep even two weeks vacation time built up at work cuz I prefer to take a day here and there as spontaneously as scheduling allows, so the compromise is never actually feeling fully rested...

probably crap for the body and taking years off the living, but that's what the working class life does and it's where I choose to live these days...

so nothing much to say about the life in RealTime™, but I wanted to stop in to say hello at my end (one of these days I'll get back to having time to comment at your end again... you are much appreciated, Q) and wish you happy days...

so everybody, I hope you make yourself a happy day J