too easy

I wrote this comment in response to a comment to the previous entry and within a few lines, the random blogging cells in this brain in this head in which i find myself from time to time started pouring into words, so here we are gathering for yet another blog entry that surely belongs in the babbling blog (which is a pale comparison to the original babbler who shall remain anonanonanon, but we don't have to call it surely...

whatever form the bad stuff is taking, i hope it continues to move around you and not through you, or even touch you...

i am on a cloud 9 of sorts, for no apparent reason, which is often the best way to get there...

fools they all be, as nobody shares it, but i love them anyway...

reason is overrated...

so is faith...

i'll continue this in a blog entry cuz it is another day...

so here we are… i was about to wonder something in that comment response, but now i am just wondering what i was going to wonder… maybe it was something about the blind following the blind, but i doubt it… it was a random thought that was pouring out of random blogging cells in this brain in this head in which i find myself from time to time… all i can tell you for sure is that it was brilliant, not merely magical brilliant like harry potter or ron might say, but fucking brilliant beyond cool and amazing (or the twilight zone, even)…

i am suddenly (as suddenly as i was sucked into the babble by the cells previously mentioned) distracted by tv and the apparent hunger calling from this body… i at light today, again, and had a serious workout at softball (we won a close one with a six run come back in the bottom of the seventh… i was pitching hot and cold, striking out some of the guys and walking some of the girls, size matters, apparently, especially when i am tired… we tied it up with in a bunch of runs in the sixth and then gave up five more runs in the top of the seventh, so the six run come back in the bottom of the seventh was seriously cool… we won't have the home team advantage again this season, so it's good we took advantage of it this time) and the muscles are hungry for protein and then there's the emotional hunger that is relatively constant and could be the death of me if i don't get back in control of it…

and it's late, again, and i have a long day tomorrow or i have work to finish over the weekend because Monday is the quality council, which is the primary meeting i chair each month that requires complete reports and organization and much juggling… yet here i sit instead of sleeping because i want to keep sharing, or at least keep the illusion of sharing that is this blogging experience… when you arrive, you may read and get this same experience of sharing… we suspend time and eliminate the physical separation by trusting the words are here just for us in the timeless experience that is blogging… you may have read that somewhere else tonight, or something like it, or somebody may have, something about lab rats…

so i paused to whip up some food, tuna (canned) and fat free mayo and some chex mix, bold flavored, all smushed together in a bowl… i was obviously craving salt as well as protein and some carbs… maybe it was the sixty ounces of water i drank since i got home… smushed is a culinary term, but the way, i mean, even if they don't use it on the food channel, which i have adeptly avoided for all the years it's been on because if it didn't avoid it for all the years it's been on i would surely be seven hundred pounds… so i ate and now part of me (most likely the brain reacting to the carbs) is contently restful and another part of me (most likely the body responding to the carbs) is buzzing with energy… the muscles feel better though, even if that is psychological… probably has something to do with all of it, the salt, the protein, the carbs, and the brain… anyway, so the mouse sits on the belly-shelf and the keyboard sits on my lap and the fingers are happily typing…

i wonder if i will fall in love again with someone who falls in love with me before this body grows too old to enjoy it, or even in this life… at least i've loved and lost, which is better than to have never, really it is…

that random thought was brought to you by the part of the brain that is otherwise known as the heart, especially in romantic circles…

and somewhere along that path i slipped into la la land and enjoyed a brief, but wonderful sleep…

nite nite :)