parallelauniverse

lol, it's happening again, at least, for the past couple of days, or some time in the near future if you believe in the time-date stamp thing in these blogs... the curtain rustles and out pour some words in the old vein, sorta, maybe, who can tell, who can judge, who will tell, who cares (i do, i do :)

yeah, the glee floats through the air (wonder if i'll have time for a party {wait, time for a huh?... ok, continue} but time or not, the babbler is bursting at the seams and seems, too, cuz it seems (well, you'll just have to notice for yourself by backtracking and, ummm, noticing (pardon my giggles as i tease you, cuz i love you, yes i do)...

someday i hope we all have this much fun... until then, enjoy the babble as much as you can and keep up as much as you can and hope there's time to find all you've missed in that great big house called someday :)

all together now, a one and a two and a (giggle)...



you feel lucky, well, do ya?


just to demonstrate how easy i am to amuse, i will let you know that i just spent the better part of a half hour playing with mo... yeah, the belly full but me hungry... no angry mod here, just a kid who wants to have fun and while i may not be throwing a party all the time, life is sure a whole lot of fun almost all the time... and the only way if has a chance of being better is if we share it, at least that's my opinion on the subject of living, loving, feeling alright...

i do this because i love to share
i do this because i love to write
i do this because i love to read
i do this because i love to love
you


meanwhile, i'm just sitting here getting fat while waiting for the one to come along... i'm just a lonely boy, lonely and blue... but the thing is, i love blue... adore azure... and when it comes to feeling, well, feeling is the best thing that can happen in this life, again, from my personal perspective... so even if the feeling isn't shared and even when the feeling isn't the bestest feeling, feeling is the best experience (short of sharing, but we've been there, haven't we)... ironically (or luckily), i am thrilled to be alive and enjoy being alone almost as much (shhhh, sometimes more, but that'll be our little secret, ok?) as i enjoy sharing... still, i long to, need to, live to be in love (and i mean with someone other than just me, ya know)...

everywhere i go i am smiling at people
looking for eyes that will look back into mine
everywhere i look i see tired frightened people
staring into space pretending everything is fine

so much is going wrong in this world
at human hands
but avoiding reality doesn't help
who understands?
we can still enjoy the moment honestly
i'll be real with you, be real with me

listening to you, i hear the music... get it?... you really oughta by now, unless this is your first time with me here or you have a short memory cuz even though i've not been around for a long long time (cuz i think it's gonne take me, if you know what i mean), even after all these years of silence, i am still all about the music... in fact, there is an amazing irony to tonight's musical selections which culminate a whole week of trusting the muses to lead me to the cds that should be put on next (i'm just reaching into bags and pulling the next one out blind... go look, you've gotta laugh and i'm loving every nostalgic ecclectic looney tune moment of it) and it just keeps inspiring a bigger smile every time...

i may be having too much fun
to be lonely enough to find the one
unless she is just so much like me
loving being alive and free
just hoping to get lucky
enough to find me
i mean, that's what i do
loving bring alive and free
just hoping to get lucky
enough to find...
the one for me

it tickles me so to find the words to flow to share what i feel and make it this real, at least for me, in words for me, i feel so lucky... so where is she already? (come share the laughter with me)... ah, yes, and then, the music calls me back out of my bubbles of dreams and giggles... imagine actually being able to sing judy garland songs a whole night at carnegie hall, i mean, i don't know about you, but i've done that at home pretending i was at carnegie hall, or at least singing for the one... yeah, i mean rufus wainwright, in case you were wondering... two shows, and then more in other big sold-out venues, now that is an amazingly fun kind of guy... or at least a helluva lucky guy... kind of like andy kaufman... well, andy was lucky while he was alive and who knows, he may even be more lucky now... anyway, if you ever performed whole shows and albums to the walls of your room as a kid, you may know what i mean...

and if you haven't, well... do it! :)