just afternoon

that is, it just turned afternoon (I really think so) and I was doing my best to focus on writing and uploading entries to behind the candoor most of this morning (and maybe 30% of the time I actually focused) so a few dozen entries were added to that long sleeping place...

somehow the past hour disappeared...

I looked at the clock and it was just past noon and now it is past one thirty... I did eat and talk to Rasputin and watched what he was watching on TV... the good news (though excitement is subdued for the moment) is that I got down to the gym this morning for the first time in months... a light half workout was all I pushed this body to do, but the fact that I picked it up out of the chair, put on gym clothes, and actually went down there is the good news...

I turned the TV and lights off when I went to the gym, since nobody was watching or in the room and it is day time, and I was able to listen to a Motion City Soundtrack CD when I got back... but it is on again and Raspy went back to his room, but of course, left the TV on...

anyway, it is my habits I need to focus on... it's all about habit... if I can somehow plant the seed and follow daily through for a month or so, I should be back into a daily gym routine again...

and The Producers just entered the DVD player, so in RealTime, today might be a lazy afternoon watching DVDs... I am just not in the right mood to clean up their mess (or even my small area of papers) and since I did get out to the gym this morning and I have been working a steady diet of 50-60 hour weeks for a few months now, I'll enjoy the leisure time...

whatever you do today, enjoy it, love it, and be part of it...

maybe I will actually get to uploading the rest of the backlogged entries today... or will that wait until next week... time will tell, after all, it's just afternoon J