sleepless habits
I forgot to sleep last night, so I'm skipping the gym today and gonna fall asleep in front of the TV any time now... I worked straight through lunch at work cuz it's easier to stay awake and get stuff accomplished if I don't stop focusing on a task and I had a task that easily needs two days to complete... so I got most of it done today...
I finally updated behind the candoor (nine entries all at once last night, which is one reason I didn't sleep... and laundry, though I forgot to keep it moving so I only did two loads)... you can head back to where the rambling began in this latest btc catch up or you can just pop in anywhere amidst the nine new entries (I know one or a few of you may have already done that)...
I also spent time at myspace where I somehow got connected with a site that is sending people with ADD requests by the score and I added a bunch before I even started looking at their sites, but I'm putting an end to that because every single person connected at myspace is connected because I checked out their space and found it amicable with myspace somehow, or at the very least interesting enough to want to visit again...
I'm off to watch Serenity now... the movie J
enjoy your night if you're staying awake (or even if you're not)...
I finally updated behind the candoor (nine entries all at once last night, which is one reason I didn't sleep... and laundry, though I forgot to keep it moving so I only did two loads)... you can head back to where the rambling began in this latest btc catch up or you can just pop in anywhere amidst the nine new entries (I know one or a few of you may have already done that)...
I also spent time at myspace where I somehow got connected with a site that is sending people with ADD requests by the score and I added a bunch before I even started looking at their sites, but I'm putting an end to that because every single person connected at myspace is connected because I checked out their space and found it amicable with myspace somehow, or at the very least interesting enough to want to visit again...
I'm off to watch Serenity now... the movie J
enjoy your night if you're staying awake (or even if you're not)...
posted by candoor at 6:05 PM
4 Comments:
You are getting soooooo sleepy.
Is Serenity worth seeing?
Love you, yay you!
Sleepless habits are no more good
than work with no play,
unless of course you are playing in bedtime
You know play & rest all in one. lol!
you are well worth seeing, but as for the movie, yes if you are into science fiction, savior themes, and have a weak spot for believing that a teenager girl will hold magical powers that will save the universe...
on that latter theme, a deep root of my heart is frozen in time at a moment when I was seventeen and that is my connection with death and eternity beyond anything words could ever explain and I live to share that moment again... being multifaceted, multidimensional, being that much of me is constantly changing, I am not what might be called stuck there, however I am permanently attached even as I know everything is transitory (the ultimate paradox and answers to all of the questions, including the unified theory and so on)... but like Harry said, she is always seventeen... and for what it's worth, for better or worth, I believe it...
serenity is in the believing...
...
and yes Q, I shall rest and play as you say... even as I stay connected to a moment more permanent than death as we know it (and you reach back to the first years after the last great fall to quote me, which is good, my friend, because you know), everything just keeps getting better... am I a madman gleefully dancing around the missing piece of the perfect puzzle or just a fool too detached from everything to do any more than enjoy everything or truly balanced in the moment?... as long as I am happy, it only matters for the sake of discussion... perhaps discussion is a way of avoiding too, but we can go on forever with clauses and prepositions and premises and propositions (and I shall once again for it is the way in and out of everything, but for now...
stay awake, stay awake, survive...
it's so much fun :)
Candoor,
I'm not sure that most of us don't have hearts that are at least in part frozen at 17, or at some or time distant when our memory tells us everything was just as it should be, in alignment with our inner spirit in some magical way that seemingly cannot be reproduced no matter how hard we try.
I'm still in the process of reading some of your earlier writing, and the amazing thing I find about it other than the heart that you write with is that there just seems to be such a universality about it...like you are able to tap into what your readers have experienced in their own lives, with very different details I'm sure, but still able to make that connection, make it their own...which speaks to that unified humanity in some hurts some pains, but also a unified humanity in hope, and always, always in love.
Hope some sleep was forthcoming, and oooo but chocolate cake in your above post sounds soooooooo good right now.
:)
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