lazy day, busy night

and I mean lazy... this weekend in pajamas was a resounbding success... I napped, laid back and watched TV, napped, laid back and rambled through the babble files a bit putting some entries together for btc (though not uploaded yet), napped, laid back and watched TV... I ate a few cans of soup and a cream cheese sandwich... and drank water... and that's the day... everything that happened in the day is right there...

feels wonderful J

I know I must (and probably will) turn this lazy phase around and get back to exercising again because depending on taste buds and food alone for a daily high is a dangerously imbalanced lifestyle, but I actually felt the relaxation today because I didn't binge on sugar and caffeine and the usual weekend food binges... and that means I saved money too... good news...

hope your day was good for you too J

PS... since I am still awake (it's 4am, wide awake, crazy after all, again, naturally... and name those three songs if you can), I'll pass along this update... I just posted another blog entry at my myspace and maybe, just maybe, I've given it a purpose (like all my writing spaces eventually come to have eventually) and if I did, wow, that's about as public as I've ever been about looking for a partner (and maybe it's just the hour and lack of sleep giving it momentary grandiose value) - or maybe it means I am one step closer to actually actualizing my desire to share again... we shall see, perhaps, if times tells as it's said to do, aye?...

nite nite J

PPS... crazy as it seems, the night just gets better... while you've been sleeping (and I should have been), I went ahead and got sentimental on us... maybe myspace inspired it, maybe now, but yes, a rhyme for candora and as it's even later than before and I get more and more biased the deeper I slide into sleep deprivation, I love it... the sun is rising... maybe I'll take a two hour nap now...

g'morn J