rambling in the dark

yes, once again I am piling up words in other places and communications with strangers and bit and pieces are finding their way into the babble files so the empty spaces behind the candoor will likely be filled suddenly, like, say, with about two weeks worth of entries next weekend...

maybe even another imaginary falling in love fantasy (who says it's imaginary?... secretly, we may never know... it's just too much fun playing in the vast unknown... imagine the kid finally finding out there's some all-everything god and all the unknown is gone... so the kid looks at the god and says, so whatcha wanna play now?... you know, testing senses of humor forever and ever and ever cuz, after all, we've got to make sure those senses of humor are in tip top shape what with the challenges and drama people seem to enjoy creating for themselves)...

good day at work, found myself nodding off when I got home as I only gave the body about 3 hours sleep last night... stuffed pizza into my face and woke just in time to find Jack Bauer deciding to save the world on television again... somewhere in the very near future I shall find the bed, the little broken bed, and pass out until morning...

but my mind wants to party all the time party all the time party all the time... and so it does... even when the body appears unconscious... speaking of the body, the hamstrings are tight, but coming back... I mean, who would be wild and crazy enough to actually pull a hamstring at a concert, anyway, right?...

and that's today... I'd probably have more exciting blog news if I was touring with a band or just traveling around as I did for a while in the nineties, but then, life is what it is these days and it's rarely any less fun for me on the inside (though it increases exponentially when shared with the right people and soars past all limits when the right person partners)...

hopefully you'll find your way to your own pleasure centers in your mind and turn yourself on to the life party that's going on all the time and join on in, whether as a zombie or ghost or meditating fool or a clown or a jester or just playing it cool, sooner or later, if you jump in the pool, you may find getting wet is not so bad... and in your mind you can remain living through the best times you ever had (until the opportunity to share even better times comes along)... you know what?... loving you is easy cuz you're beautiful... feel it, cuz it's true... and on that note I say g'nite to you...

nite nite J