5am Monday morning

I started this entry several times already, but blogger or the old computer has not been cooperating and I've let myself wander over to myspace again and again to be inspired by some writings and music there... I'll post the rhymes somewhere one of these days... anyway, if this works this time, it's gonna be briefer than the brief entry it as going to be the first time I started so I might get a couple of hours sleep... maybe...

Raspy ordered pizza today and I partook... bloat... and no gym, second day in a row... bloat bloat... and oddly, my left arm is stiff as if I strained a muscle, but I didn't use the muscles, so the stiffness is very odd... obviously a sign that skipping the gym is unwise...

the determination to get hardcore for the next few weeks ought to come one of these days (as it's been gone for the last couple of weeks and I've just been maintaining and that's quite boring and I don't do bored well or for long)... as expected, I watched the NBA playoffs and mostly vegetated today... hopefully the rest pays off, though I seem to be missing the sleep cycle a 9-5 job requires once again... alas, I am nocturnal, live with it...

and with that third smile I conclude wishing you happy thoughts and the will to honestly love yourself in everything you do today...

and me too :)