dance with the devil
but there's no moon and I have no idea why this entry is entitled what it is entitled, except maybe that I am straying from the path of health and well-being a bit this weekend, I think (it hasn'y actually happened yet, but premonitions are strong), but we'll continue anyway...
I think ordered two pizzas today, or maybe that was yesterday, and ate both in two days... the sense of self-indulgence is coming on like a tsunami... hopefully I won't undo too much of the gym work I've done...
meanwhile, work was the same... I wandered around socializing with people, therein pointing out that I am not doing my job because my job is 90% on the computer and my computer is still not working or replaced... I pointed out to the top administrators that the "new" computer supposedly being set up for me was not the one I was scheduled to receive last September and it is not adequate for the job they want me to do... the COO told me to order the computer I need and he'd approve it... I told him I'll start shopping online for it as soon as I have a computer that works...
life continues and I remain mostly amused with the futility and self-defeating humans, though still lonely when I want to share...
how are you? :)
I think ordered two pizzas today, or maybe that was yesterday, and ate both in two days... the sense of self-indulgence is coming on like a tsunami... hopefully I won't undo too much of the gym work I've done...
meanwhile, work was the same... I wandered around socializing with people, therein pointing out that I am not doing my job because my job is 90% on the computer and my computer is still not working or replaced... I pointed out to the top administrators that the "new" computer supposedly being set up for me was not the one I was scheduled to receive last September and it is not adequate for the job they want me to do... the COO told me to order the computer I need and he'd approve it... I told him I'll start shopping online for it as soon as I have a computer that works...
life continues and I remain mostly amused with the futility and self-defeating humans, though still lonely when I want to share...
how are you? :)
Labels: alas, briefish, dust, elsewhere, food, health, lazy, life, loneliness, mostly dead, pizza, semi-philosophy, sigh, work
posted by candoor at 11:59 PM
2 Comments:
maybe spending more time amused would be a good thing for the self defeating humans.
happy you are back :)
thank you :)
I'd rather we all get our acts together and enjoy honest love of self and each other, but I can't change everybody, so at least I can find amusement in the misery we create ... or something like that :)
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