thanks for the Real™
if I was just a bit crazier (or in a less depressive flow) at the moment, I might head out for a run to see just how much all better I am, but I've been letting the blasé lazy sloth currents (that's what I mean by depressive flow, energy much more the emo, if you understand what I mean) all around me influence my energy level of late so I am gonna pop some more Keebler Fudge Sticks in my mouth and indulge the emotional hunger that is higher than usual these days (which is wonderful cuz it proves I am still alive and hungry for love even after all these years of undermining, destructive tendencies, and other stupid human tricks)...
life around here continues and I continue to enjoy most of it as much as I can... Rasputin cleaned up the kitchen today so there's no more visible mold on the food on the plates in the sink, but within a few hours precious had the sink and counters stained with food again... my mentioning that to Rasputin inspired a whatever which prompted me to ask if he ever gets tired of us living like pigs... he didn't respond and went to bed... at least the kitchen was a little cleaner for a few hours so disease carrying organisms, bugs, and vermin might not feel too much at home... luckily we don't see any, partly cuz I bug-spray pretty regularly...
tomorrow I have my first solo flight at the Quality Council meeting that I chair and I have a few major changes in systems to propose... the resistance to change is strong in some directors, but the consensus that improvements are needed is pretty much unanimous (just don't change my department is the usual response)... so tomorrow I shall attempt to get the directors to agree (which is rare as communication is inconsistent and cooperation is seldom as integration of services is haphazard and poorly coordinated)... the first system I tackle is simply getting the names right, in other words, verifying and communicating the patient identification to the written record and to everyone who needs to work with or document on the patient... hopefully we can eliminate mistakes like having a wrong birth date on a patient for eight months before it's noticed (and we discover the insurance company wanted to void any claims)...
and that's life around here, ridiculous and amazingly lazy and piggish, but enjoyable for the challenges that inspire me to come up with creative solutions... I spent some time wandering around myspace today sending out friend requests to random strangers cuz someday one of those random add requests at myspace or wherever will connect me with the partner who fits me as much as I fit her... resting and recovering and indulging and enjoying and enjoying the space between my ears... meanwhile, I still have my imagination and that's where the most fun of all lives...
I want to imagine the energy
reaching out for me
passing through me
part of everything that can be
I want to travel through space
I want to see the universe's face
smiling back at me
and letting me see
everything being in it's place
floating on the cosmic winds
to where new stars are born
and old stars fade away
let your mind expand to see
where time and space can merge
and bend and become child's play
beyond all the petty little worries of the world
leaving all the tiny thoughts behind
I want to wander where stars are born
and let the universe into my mind
and let the universe become my mind
thanks to Q for inspiring this rhyme and for the continued pleasure of passing along the images and links and info... and for inspiring me... and to z for continued pleasure of appreciating my thoughts and me so meaningfully and for random thoughts and challenging me to keep it real... and thanks to S for the continued pleasure of caring so consistently and so personally well and for the art provoking thoughts and thought provoking art... and thanks to old friends and new gone in a blink of an eye for reminding me that relativity exists here, there, and everywhere... and thanks to the new visitors and new friends for the continued excitement of hoping I offer something worthwhile here and I'll find what I am looking for... and thanks to the stars and the universe, for being out there and in here too :)
I hope life is fun in your universe :)
nite nite :)