but who realy gets it?

random thoughts often float (or flash) through the brain my consciousness (or mind, if you don't mind) uses materialize in and interact with this world... sometimes I use the randomness of my mind to explore ideas from a distance or from a much more objective perspective than I might find if I explored the idea with a serious linear-time commitment and/or emotional investment (and if I made it personal, well there goes objectivity out the window, after all)...

sometimes I feel like some of the free-radical thoughts that pop randomly out of the blue (or wherever) are deeper than I understand at the moment (and I wonder if anybody else understand even when I don't)... sometimes I wonder what is truly nonsense and what is truly profound (both can be meaningful, after all)... sometimes I am laughing at the seriousness cuz I feel like nobody will get it and my writing is an exercise in futility (or merely for posterity, which may be even more futile)... sometimes I am laughing at the ridiculousness cuz I find the ridiculous amusing (and wondering if anybody takes the ridiculousness seriously can be even more amusing and even more interesting when someone actually attempts to explain why my ridiculousness has some meaning for them)...

putting thoughts into words does all this and more to me...

I can be simultaneously intensely profoundly serious and practically unbelievably nonsensically irreverent in the same moment, in the same thought, and sometimes I even think I might see the two extremes in the same words (phrase, sentence, paragraph) and for me, that is maybe the most amusing and satisfying thing of all I can do with words (short of sharing the meaning with someone who really gets it, but then, the answer to the title question requires eye contact and shared space over time, so I accept the best I can do with words is enjoy them as much as possible alone... and so I do)...

I'll leave it to you (and posterity) to decide what I did here (and you may (and those who don't now can) recognize these scattered thoughts from comments relating to the previous entry as these seemingly random thoughts were inspired by my the best people in my online world, my readers, which is all the meaning they may have, but that is a lot for me):

thanks for the kind words about the rhyme :)

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as you know, I take refuge in the mind of god disguised as the ridiculous when down and troubled and needing some love and care, kind of like James Taylor...

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I think I like blogs cuz it nurtures my love of ADD in that the subject changes with virtually every entry... or more often, even...

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I think I hear more of a Seussian sing-song than a rap, but heck, whatever fits the mood cuz after all, beauty is in the eye of the be-listener...

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I used to be a breather...

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no wait, I am serious... really seriously (as opposed to surreally seriously), as a little kid and as a teen I used to actualize the awareness of that comes from being well practiced that suss kind (not David) of breather, breathing deeper and deeper and just when I thought I had breathed out all I had or breathed in all I could fit into me (except I preferred to be flat on my back cuz it seemed to involve more of the body, rather than sitting), I'd find more room for more air or find more air to release and that was long before I ever learned anything about meditative techniques and that's why I so arrogantly believe I know everything about everything, especially when I am around someone who knows something abut something...

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Dick Tracy used to say "6-2 and even, over and out" into a wrist audio-video transmitter and we kids used to think how cool it would be if such a science fiction toy could actually be build... and now there's iPhone here and the Japanese have had those on their wrist for years... a far cry from the building that not only housed the first computer, but was the first computer... and every few months smaller more powerful chips come out and we're down to 45 microns now and someday we'll create a building full of interconnected chips that will give us the answer (42?) and maybe when the chips become electro-bio-chemical and smaller than angstrom units or even the sub-atomic level even smaller than human brain cells and we'll put a billion or trillion or gazillion of them together and maybe that's how computers will develop some sort of self-awareness or consciousness... maybe that's what happened to us too...

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as much as I adore the ADD feeling of living in the moment detached from any (or apart as much as possible) concept of time, I live for those eternal moments and I still exist in a few of those eternal moments, by the way, and they are exponentially more expressive and powerful when shared, but even unshared for decades those moments continue because, after all, they were eternal then and so they are eternal now cuz they actualize the relativity of time cuz they are always just a blink of the mind (awareness or memory, or awareness of memory) away from now...

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I think I'll sleep now...

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thanks for the thoughts, hope you had fun too :)