undiscovered genius
most of it is probably sleeping or buried under years of scars and fears that surround the scars... just imagine if we had access to all that mind power we bury out of fear... sadly, some have even turned off the imagination brain cells so all this is meaningless, moot, nonsense to them...
I think anyone with a healthy ego wants to be respected, admired, or in some way receive meaningful recognition for being... just for being... it's part of the experience of being an interactive being, to be interactive meaningfully, some recognition seems required...
me, being of abnormally ridiculously insatiably playfully (and mostly harmlessly) hungry ego while mostly simultaneously being of abnormally secure self-containment (which is not exactly the opposite, even though it may appear opposite to the uninformed eye), would most likely be considered one of the oddballs in this world (as people seem so eager to compare everything and everyone to some hypothetical norms) as I will happily accept all the attention I can get sometimes and ignore it other times even as I beg for more sometimes and disappear other times...
or maybe that's normal (nyuk nyuk)...
of course I seek to perceive myself as unique, so I let my aripamhh (see above) ego believe it is the most undiscovered genius ever so it's satisfied even when I am at maximum insatiable hunger and receiving zero ego-food (and zef is an extremely lonely place for an ego, ya know)... having a self-feeding ego is very helpful in this world where unsatisfied hungry egos tend to get in the way of just about everything else, especially good sense...
gaining unconditional trust from ego is the most brilliant aspect of genius, but then, only those who do know, I mean, only those who have unconditional trust from ego know that is it the most brilliant aspect of genius, but you may have understood do know without the further elaboration in other words... give yourself seven ego points if so and two ego points if you required further elaboration and minus six ego points if you disagree...
seek compromise through altered perspectives rather than disagreement and you shall be many points further on your way to achieving and actualizing inner and outer peace...
that's guru talk for make love, not war...
meanwhile, this blog is once again countermanded (or is it being usurped?... derailed?... somehow otherwise distracted and altered from it's initial intent?... yeah, something like that) by ego (it's not always ego, but this time it muchly is) and the babbler (who it is always) for their own nefarious purposes so you'll just have to look at the previous entries (that I'll write as soon as the babbler and ego let go of my fingers) for actual semi-brief RealTime events occurring in the RealTime of the RealWorld...
in this entry, I shall continue giving away secrets that only geniuses know because only geniuses can understand them so it's not really all that much of a giveaway if you follow the thread of reason weaving it's way through these words...
I am going to Oklahoma for a couple of days in October and intend to have a laptop for the trip, so please let anyone you know in Oklahoma City know that I shall be free the afternoon and evening of October 22nd for potential interaction, nefarious or otherwise...
of course I contradict myself every other paragraph, that is another secret of genius that only geniuses understand because it keeps non-geniuses from believing the genius is a genius and therein protects the genius from many of those who might exploit the genius for the genius that the genius possesses (or is possessed by, which is more the case in some cases)...
sometimes the contradictions are used as an example of the point I was making in spite of doing exactly what I said I would not do because that is yet another cleverly disguised mental manipulation of genius, but I've already told you too much so please disregard what you think you might know or you will be forced to have to kill yourself...
further along the trail of theoretical bread crumbs that only the most clever lab rats (or mice, for that matter, and whether mice are smarter than rats or rats are smarter than mice depend on who you ask) might be able to follow, if you could perceive the interactions of sub-sub-atomic particles within the brain, you might have some idea of a fraction of the information I've shared in my billions of words already poured out on to the public web, so that is your goal if you want to...
or not if you don't, ya know?...
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6 Comments:
thank you for being :)
I'm still convinced that the world and possibly people too are held together by contradictions. Take away one contradiction, and everything will fall apart.
And I'm also getting convinced that Nutella just might be the perfect substitute ego-food.
:)
it's not bad, this being thing :)
life without contradiction (or conflict) would be a rather dull story and we'd probvably go out of our minds with boredom therein creating conflict and contradiction... of course intending no harm is my preference, but I can't speak for humans as a whole (especially because I still have serious doubts I am really one)...
Nutella is magic, it's actually made in Hogsmeade by witches :)
genius picks green, then drives to oklahoma! hope you aren't doing it in a truck filled w/ fertilizer. nyuk-nyuk.
if you had a webcam, you could video conf me at the coffee shop and show me the nice chicas you're sippin latte with... never end your sentences w/ prepositions kids, mkay?
did i start this nutella orgy or not? i can't recall my comments. the moment i leave 'em, they're gone from my mind forevah.
that thing about "thank you for being" too you know, feels like my line... thieves in the rye.
Hi Candoor, I wondered where you'd got to - and then when I turned around and looked again found four backdated posts to catch up on.
So you taking the plunge and going laptop dancing in Oklahoma next month - sounds like mega(bite) or gigabite fun. Just jesting and playfully following the thread of your words.
Genius and more - keyboard skills and speed typist too?
Amazing how swiftly you jot down the thoughts as they freely flow.
I haven't heard from Oklahoma yet... I will be flying there and driving from and to the airport after I land...
of course you started it, you are the geniuz...
truck filled with fertileyezer, sounds familiar, like a movie I should be in...
I keep hearing about this cafe laptop dancing stuff and personally, I think it's mostly urban legend, but then, I live in Orlando, far from the center of the techno or intellectual or sophisticated elite...
I have vague memories of NYC, SF, and Toronto where people actually seemed to have individual brains and some desire to use them... but mostly I think I forget what living outside of the deep south is like...
Hershey's Milk Chocolate Truffles...
catchers in the kitchen, or sourdough, at least...
yup, I am back, sort of... only to be gone again, maybe... I would have been gone again tonight, but Precious threw a monkey wrench in the soup...
I think maybe that the word-flow is a combination of practice, habit, skill, talent, and a touch of brain power... mostly practice though... I started translating my thoughts into written words when I was a very young pup and pawed my way through this process for hours ater hours on end, fifteen to twenty hours a day for years at a time... it becomes habit... kind of like breathing...
at least my hand doesn't hurt much since I started tapping a keyboard...
and so, thank you for being, for being here, for being you, for being good to me, and for everything...
and for the fish too...
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