or not if you don't

this was the first part of tonight's writing, but it becomes the third part of a three part upload or not if you don't know that, even though I just told you (pay no attention to the man behind the curtain, the great and powerful Odd has misspoked once again... no charge for the new words... anyway, let's get on with this part of the parts, which would become this entry...

while falling in love again (no worries, the link will appear somewhere in this entry as I tend to link-whore my newly discovered love interests until they run away, as you probably know... but meanwhile, it gets a bit beyond ridiculous when waiting three minutes for a page to load and watching the characters stagger across the screen and beautiful voices and melodies stutter and videos flicker as the memory overloads...

a procrastinator's heaven...

and once again I ask the wind (myself included), would it be a whole lot better with a $600 system or a $1000 system or a $2000 system, probably, but the key is how much does it take to get a system that will let me browse the way I want to browse and still do all the other things I do while browsing I want to know how much will it take to let me get me really aroused...

I ought to find my web developer friend I once had in this area... we'll call him Robert... I think his number is still in my phone, even... calling him out of the blue would be just like me... he had a web development business and was also a semi-professional musician and his wife was a high school music teacher and moonlighted as a vocal coach... they didn't discover any of my talents, of course, because they're all in my mind I've learned to hide them so well...

come to think of it (casually mentioned, as if this is not some deep dark secret erupting in massive trauma confession, ya know), my personal self-confidence in my talents has dwindled to pathetic... now pass the donuts like a good Homer... wait, I'm the Homer, so pass the donuts to me...

but you see (see?), I don't want to buy a $1000 system and then be frustrated with it's capacity to suck in the music and video (mostly music, but the graphics must be processed or the audio is choked along with everything else, ya know?)... I don't want to get my hopes up about recording and maybe hooking up a midi keyboard and playing with the high tech music toys again if the computer I buy is going to be dragging me down... but seriously irreverently seriously, I am getting tired of reading myself writing about thinking about this too...

how's that for a segue? (would that be a new car model name?... Chevrolet Segue... Chevy Segue... yeah, rolls right off the tongue... and what a perfectly appropriate name for a Hybrid, aye?)... see, pure genius and nobody knows...

today is Rasputin's birthday... not that Rasputin, but the one who personally keeps Pepsi ahead of Coke around here... much happiness, oh caffeinated one... may you survive your habits to celebrate again...

I can be a stinker, I know...

I probably ought to simply go out and drop $2000 on the system and hope I am not grumbling in afterthought cuz all this forethought (and sudden segues) could give a guy a headache... maybe it's the ethanol...

laughing, but still, I mean, you understand, maybe, some of it, maybe, but if just a little, laugh, or not if you don't...

maybe my door is a jar...