email, gmail, female

a long long time ago, relative to the past hour, I opened a gmail account and used it three times, or some such few times, but at least one person responded there more than a few times... the last time I checked mail at gmail was either early 2006 or late 2005 (I could ascertain a more precise estimation of the last time I was there if that would please anyone, but I'll leave it at this until I am asked for more precision in carbon-dating my internet wandering, particularly in reference to gmail)... I visited my gmail today and found an email from early 2006 that was new to me, so I responded and this was my response in case you bump into anyone else who is looking for me where I am not (or seldom) these days (and years):

today is the first time I opened gmail since before you sent this email... email just holds so much un-appeal for me, I do not include it in my thought process when coming to the web... in fact, I'm on the web less and less these days... I spend my time on the web mostly updating my blogspot blog and less often, wandering around myspace reading and downloading music...

I tried texting you a while back (I had unlimited texting for a while, no longer have that) and seemed to upset someone when I did (I apparently texted your boyfriend or someone else who did not know me and did not seem to want me to continue, so I stopped)...

I am as I am, I mean what I say... I stay in touch poorly these days, but I do stay in touch where I am... those who visit my blogspot daily (there are a few) know this... you are welcome there... at myspace, I try to respond once a week... you are welcome there too... I may not open gmail again for who knows how long, but I did today, found your words (the only new mail here except for 500+ pieces of SPAM since early 2006 or maybe 2005), and responded to let you know where I am found most often... at blogspot and at myspace... if you are updating anywhere online these days, let me know in a comment at one of those places...

I hope life is smiling in your world today :)

ric
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there, now you can pass this along to all the people you know who have been wondering where I've been for years and they can find me here and communicate as they please...

I suppose email (and instant messaging and other communications like message boards, online communities, and other interactive sites) might expand my chances of meeting people, maybe even female people, maybe even a girlfriend... I think I'd like to consider making out with a girlfriend again, I mean, it's been a while and I do remember liking girls...

but before this entry turns into yet another questioning without answering session of will more online interaction really bring me more interaction offline? I will move along to the next segment (which will be the previous entry, or the entry below, which might make more sense as you are reading downward, so maybe writing a week of entries at a time is the way to go, but then, maybe not) and continue pondering whatever I will eventually be pondering when we get to the first of these catch up entries which will, naturally, be written last...

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