glub glub

so long ago
so far away
so it seems
so it goes

memories flow through the music as i play the mp3 files on this laptop more and more now, though that is one reason i sleep less now as i treasure the quiet time with words and music while the roommates sleep as there's seldom a moment that the TV is not on when they are awake… headphones might help inside the head, though it'll remind me that the ears are not working as well as they used to, especially the left one that tells me i've put on some pounds again by ringing in it's tinitis way that it does when weight and blood pressure rise… avoidance isn't easy when cursed with awareness…

and on the flip side of the wonder and positivity that music brings back to my mind, the loneliness blossoms again as sharing the music is the icing on the cream-filled cake (and I loves me some serious icing, as you well might have heard somewhere, most likely here)… feeling bloated sucks, really… it takes so much of the fun, especially physical fun (and this is a physical world) out of life for me… couch potato bloat is so not where i want to be and the good news i am waking to find it really uncomfortable again… good news because i might change things, not good new cuz i am feeling masochistic, which is even better news…

tonight:

Name Put Your Lights On Comfortably Numb I Need You To Turn To Wish You Were Here First Episode At Hienton Still...You Turn Me On From The Beginning Any Colour You Like Time Is On My Side Speak To Me/Breathe Lucky Man You Never Really Know Us And Them The Greatest Discovery Time Because Isn't Life Strange As Tears Go By Your Song Brain Damage Eclipse Learning To Fly Deja Vu Your Song Brain Damage I Need You Everybody's Lonely Any Old Kind Of Day Short Stories Song For Myself First Episode At Hienton Talking To My Angel New Horizons When You're A Free Man Question I'm Just A Singer (In A R&R Band) Ride My See-Saw The Other Side Of Life I Know You're Out There Somewhere Nights In White Satin

Artist Santana Feat. Everlast Pink Floyd Elton John Pink Floyd Elton John Emerson, Lake & Palmer Emerson, Lake & Palmer Pink Floyd The Rolling Stones Pink Floyd Emerson, Lake & Palmer Richie Sambora Pink Floyd Elton John Pink Floyd The Beatles The Moody Blues The Rolling Stones Elton John Pink Floyd Pink Floyd Pink Floyd CSNY Elton John Pink Floyd America Harry Chapin Harry Chapin Harry Chapin Harry Chapin Elton John Melissa Etheridge The Moody Blues The Moody Blues The Moody Blues The Moody Blues The Moody Blues The Moody Blues The Moody Blues The Moody Blues