lost weekend (habitual)

so, it's Sunday and the previous three entries were completely ignored for the past three days that they waited for somebody to notice them… well, ok, so I just uploaded them, but posterity and history and future tribes don't have to know that… I intend to be a profoundly misunderstood and ignored poet genius way ahead of my time to future generations… kind of like Rumi, or Nostradamus, or Da Vinci, or Jesus, or Van Gogh, or Merlin, or somebody who knew all the answers but nobody listened to while I was alive… so pay no attention to the false confessions and slight-of-hand thoughts that are designed to confuse and maintain my stature (or is that status?) as the most unknown genius god guy of all time…

beware of the three Gs…

or something like that… it's been so long since anybody actually truly deeply (madly, even) understood me that I wonder why I go on continuing to write and dig deeper… who is ever going to catch up?... oh, here comes that Gavin Friday feeling again… and I barely slept this weekend and I've got to be up in less than two hours and fool I continue to be, I've been trying to fix the laptop… now the Media Player will not work because I downloaded an upgrade… automatic updates seem to be a trap… Microsoft sucks worse every day…

but all this distracting they are doing is just cuz they are jealous, of course… they are trying to discourage me from blogging or even using a computer at all… fools, we're all fools… they got one entry before I realized the software was no longer auto-saving... but no more... I'm ready to do away with all Microsoft products for a while... anybody wanna buy a cheap old laptop?... I know you don't I'm just mocking myself...

I did a whole lot of browsing in Firefox today that I'll tell you about another time... for now, I shall sleep an hour and distract myself with work and return in the evening to see what else has been disabled by Microsoft…

nite morning