alrighty then

and we move along to the beautiful (and occasionally bold) babble that is the purpose of life (for the babbler, at least) and this blog seems to have been taken over, albeit only partially, as the world behind the candoor has been neglected (or at least not been heard from) for so long, it might as well have been moved here, in spite of the stated purpose of this blog to be the attempt, however futile or successful, of the author to become a human,,, perhaps we can compromise and consider the partial success in the author becoming a babbling human... or a nearly human babbler... we'll run dna tests if there's a protest...

meanwhile, in another part of the asylum (and why oh why, or better yet, however did i get away with not creating an asylum after all these years... probably because there was one back in the early days when anonanonanon had primary access to the literary megaphone and originality was more important to me than accuracy?... hmmmm, it's a possibility... thank you bugs, here, have a carrot... and if anyone hears why, thank you doc, then you are already in my head and don't even know it), i am attempting to maintain (rekindle and eventually fill in the many missing entries) the cd stacks where i simply provide you, dear avid reader with insatiable thirst for knowledge of the author, more information than any human could possibly process while still carrying on a normal life of your own somewhere far away and i shall endeavor to mention the current playlist each week or so or whenever it is updated, like now...

while at least nine cds have played in the past week (why such a low number, you might ask... well, that's the point of my mentioning it here, so have a little patience and you shall have your answers... ummmm, ok), three have been on repeat more than any others since i moved into this space... these three are lisa loeb lisa loeb, tom chapin the turning of the tide, and tom hanson everything takes forever... the first getting the most play so far, but the last being the current cd on repate as of this writing and it's my serious calling is not letting up much, so it is likely to surpass lisa as the most repeated cd since moving into this space...

all through this life i have dreamed of sharing everything as if everything could be shared in one moment and in essence, if just in shared illusion, it can be actualized, however, as everything is always moving through time and therein changing and there is always more to explore in everything in this infinite muiltiverse, the truth is that everything takes forever, which is why i will wait forever for the dream to come true and when it does, share it forever, for, truth is, to share everything, it will take forever, so... everything takes forever...

of course i may be reading way too much into tom's use of those three words and the cd may not actually be themed as i would theme it using those three words as a title, but the connection remains because i give it meaning (power, and all that jazz)... and now, of course, you will all ruish out and find the music... well, just for you, dear insatiable readers, tom has agreed to put the mp3 files on his website for your free download... of course you could support tom's effort by buying his cd, as he is one of those artists giving away his gift for free to anyone who does not ant to pay and charging substantially less than market rate for anyone who does wish to show tangible support for his continued eating and surviving to create more music... i bought it from cd baby (who loves me) sight unseen, sound unheard, and feel i got a bargain (not the best i ever had, but definitely a smile)... whatever you decide, let's give a big round of applause for tom and other musicians like him (for extra credit, someone wrote a song about his kind, was it joni mitchell or judy collins)...

yes, the layers interwoven, the games slipped into parenthetic asides, the blog of the babbler is a playful place (which may be kind of like a playground, but not so grown up human of me, aye?) and i appreciate the gift you give me when you notice and appreciate this... i am blessed with something, an awareness, an understanding, a fearlessness, something that allows me to express the myself and all this and everything in this way and doubly blessed when someone notices and triply blessed when someone appreciates it and infinitely blessed (you should see the giggles and laughter) when someone lets me know in a way that actually rings true to my ears (that almost always requires shared physical space to experience the actualization to make it shared=real)... i can count those moments on the fingers of one hand... they are moments of pure glee (and that is the most precious and rare glee of all :)

life is truly magical ...