oh, so here, this is what i think about that

this one began as a comment response for a dear online offline friend who went mad a few times in this life, which is a sure mark of genius even if, as most say i do, it's wasted... and i really wanted to tell you all what i thought about the american idol kids this year because some local musical dudes debated it with me this past saturday night... the irony is i was feeling so connected musically that i rolled the dice on my best guessed/recommendations for the idols...

but first, i rambled a bit as i am apt to do, especially when an old friend drops a few words on me... so i said (elaborated, naturally)...

wow (amazing, huh?... what?... not into the aerosmith song?... you missed out then, but that's ok, this wasn't part of the actual comment anyway and it wasn't for you, so no worries mate, just be real), as much as i come here (well, not actually here cuz i actually haven't actually been actually here in actually a relatively long time, actually, but that's where i was when i wrote this so kjust keep reading if you are curious to know where i am even if you weren't really interested in where i've been) more often than ever, i am nowhere else even more than ever too...

powerful stuff, no?...

wait, we've only just begun

could be thaqt i've actually eaten some actual food tonight as opposed to the ridiculously fewcalories i've consumed in the past seven days... a few half cups of yogurt and some protein drink and some grapefruit juice... lost more than 15 pounds... yeah, in a week... like the old days when i'd run marathons and drop that much in one race... and as much as i lament and whine and tease myself with self-pathetic slop in between the sarcastic cajoling, i must forget how good i've got it, but then, the pathos is all part of the show to attract the one who loves to laugh at the pathos as much as i do, but that's just me...

i play the chess game on windows vista (among various other trial games that came with this new laptop... yeah, a new laptop... no, not another new old laptop, this one is an actual factory new laptop... a toshiba a305-s6916... sweet mid-range balanced machine... and me playing the computer cuz it's easier than trying to stay awake for normal times when others might play and besides, my 3g aircard sucks too often to play online anything... whatever that means...

speaking of nothing in particular that seems to make sense out of the context of the comments between friends left elsewhere, i don't go to yahoo anymore since the password and account there got corrupted by my installing the att aircard... so all the years of fantasy sports and other stuff i used to do there are over... poor yahoo, they don't know what they lost... nobody does, except maybe you...

or maybe you...

i miss neverything, or everythink, when i originally meant everything and those dang typos have me slightly hysterical with inner laughter, though my stoic exterior would never give such friviolity away...

how do you convince someone that $14.19 is a lot of money when he (or she) makes that in ten minutes... or even a half hour... winn-dixie tried, but failed, at least with most enlightened beings... still, if you saved $14.19 every day for a hundred years, you be the richest person in the cemetary...

unless you were buried next to someone risher...

yeah, so anyway, i almost fell asleep writing this, but adam on american idol woke me doing zep's whole lotta love and i am kind of amazed a little cuz i picked zep and janis joplin for them to do and then thought maybe they would get that classic cuz it is so rare that someone can do classics like those (or like layla, got me on my knees)... i thought it would be scary taking chances like that, but it would be so cool...

see, like i was saying somewhere elses, i was sitting around talking to some musical nuts on saturday night and i was asked what songs each idol should sing and i said if they really have guts then adam will sing zepellin's whole lotta love cuz stairway to heaven is too long and the girl (i really like the girl) would sing janis joplin and chris would sing the beatles and danny would sing some southern rock like maybe allman brothers whipping post or maybe... what i really said was someone should sing aerosmith's dream on...

yeah, like craig ferguson would say, i know...

as we rambled on some more i wondered if anyone would challenge himself with springsteen or journey, but i was hoping for my first picks and when i heard they were going to do duets i was hoping they'd do unchained melody or something by the moody blues... amazing intuitiveness doesn't impress me much anymore... unless it's not my own (burp)...

and here i am watching tv again, huh?...

it is good to see words from old friends because it reminds me that there is still some people in the world who cared to know me once and even took the steps to come see me in the real time to actually know me (as much as we can actually know each other)... so if you are out there now, i miss you because i know you and wish your heart well cuz you are deep down a broken romantic like me, though i take a douglas adams take on the whole pointless existence of unenlightened humankind which keeps me laughing at myself even as i relate to the perspective of that big headed robot as much as anything... of course i fly off to the restaurant at the end of the universe in my mind whenever i need to remember...

or i could just write shocking crap about pedophilic parties at the local nursery school that i used to throw when i was four years old just to scare the panties off all god's children out there like i used to do behind the candoor (or was that on planet candora?... whatever, aye?)...

so even if my rambling response was not amusing or some lighter side of the madness, you really must come out and piss on some statue or tickle some trees or find some reason to laugh, it would be so good...

take care z, take good care...

yeah, the comment response expanded and inflated and elaborated just for you to make it even more the real in the real, or something like that...

even with the tv on...