one more day (again)

relatively no interaction with the world outside my head (except for a bit at work) which is not the ideal and a bit lonely, but not much lonely as nobody around is focused on the journey I am on and it feels much better to be on my journey alone than it does to be on another journey just to sort of share another's ways...

waiting for a muse or inspiration is just not working... so I guess it's time to change my tune again... shifting from all by myself, don't wanna be to I'll go it alone, if that's how it must be cuz I can't be right for anyone else if I'm not right for me... la la la... another night stepping it up at the gym feels good... detaching from the bloated lazy energy plane is always like rebirth...

I don't suppose this is becoming more human, but then, I'm not so sure I really want to be... I sure don't want to be like everybody else... so I smile and take another step back towards myself and hope I don't lose what little contact I do have along the way...

hope all is well in your world :)