almost random synapses
another missed day, but is it a missing day, or is it merely a day i did not have time to record, or upload, or share here in this way at the time (we call RealTime™)... if a there was some wonderful, or even tangibly meaningful, or even intimate sharing going on in my absence from here in this blogspace (and presence elsewhere), perhaps there would be greater (or at least more) satisfaction than there is, but alas, i am satisfied that i exist, for better or worse, even if i have felt more alive in alternative consciousnesses and other memory cells that give me thoughts of the existence other times...
and hope for tomorrow…
if we believe that we do exist in other times, or did, or will, then excitement can be enhanced, but then, perhaps blind faith in such conceptual reasoning is incorrect (wet blanket)... what is real may be moot in the end, or not, but what is shared, when fun, is worth the time and may be the best we can do after all... memories of we are, by and large, at least marginally better than memories of i, or I even... this may be influenced by the lack of recent memories of we for what seems like so long, but the moment blinks out of focus and into oblivion the moment the i becomes we again, or so i recall...
vaguely, perhaps, but oh so i do recall…
anyway, for whatever it's worth, i continue writing this daily life real time blog, mundane or blahsay or boring or whatever, pathetic, even, (in RealTime™) for my own nefarious (or whatever) purposes if only to maintain some semblance of belief that life is worth living, remembering, and sharing, if only in this distant, disconnected, dingleberry, and perhaps desperate way... and if we someday laugh at the entirety (and not just the enormity) of it all, then it was not only all worth it, but the proof will prevail...
caution, genius may be at work...
yeah, so, in other news of recent events, so far i have not been impressed with any microsoft product primarily because not one product has worked without asking me to jump through some hoop and even then it seems to break down somewhere along the line requiring repairing or reinstalling or worse, reformatting a hard drive because it is beyond repair... and yet, like ma bell (slowly being reformed as att), it is the only show in town... sure, there's mac and there's linux and there's open source and more, but the technical knowledge required to run those programs leaves 99.9% of the human race out of the loop and then, even with the technical knowledge, the candy store for those operating systems are barren compared to the candy store for microsoft windows so... that's life in a totalitarian state for you...
i did find success in one area, or task, tonight, or last night, or some night in the recent past... after downloading several different programs, i finally found a program that worked to download and convert youtube videos to avi files so i can play them on my computer... how much glee is that?... well, for me, it's much glee cuz i've been trying to get that done for some time and there was always some sort of glitch or error message involving JIT or .net or some techno-babble and all it meant to me was it did not work... DVDVideoSoft dot com gave me a free little program that works though, so yay for DVDVideosoft dot com and when i am feeling rich and splurgy next, i shall consider purchasing their conversion software and trying my hand at burning DVDs...
the fact that the DVD burner is not burning DVDs nor CDs at the moment is yet another technical difficulty yet to be overcome, but so it goes with used computers... the burner itself simply may not burn anymore... it goes through the motions, but doesn't close the deal so the disk is unusable and yet will not play... sucks, really, but heck, i rolled the dice and bought this laptop and got what i got...
on this note, perhaps you noticed the new blog i started this week... yes, another new blog i barely have time to mention, link, or laugh about, no less actually upload anything to... it was linked to the previous title... yes, i am finally entering the world of video blogging, albeit third person or second hand or something like that... eventually i may actually learn how to use this laptop camera to record and upload video blogs in which i am the character doing the visual presentation, but so far the laptop doesn't do that when i ask it to... maybe the camera is as broken as the DVD drive... either way, i still have more to learn...
so there are a dozen entries waiting to be slipped into the half dozen or so missing dates of the past week (shhhh, posterity will get wise) and hundreds awaiting editing and insertion behind the candoor as if there was never a nine month break (and many babies born, in fact, even if they appear homeless orphans for the moment, like the new video blog, for instance, just cuz there's no tie-together time happening at the moment... remember how btc used to tie it all together?... then again, i wonder if anyone actually followed that process... in fact, i wonder
if i ever really did... figments of imagination are beyond amazing sometimes...
in case you are local and want to be more than a figment of my imagination, i may be at the Orlando Film Festival this week, especially if you call and want to go together... it's free, though seating is limited...
yeah, there is still hope for actual RealTime™ RealSpace™ sharing in spite of the ridiculous attempts at being human occurring over the last few years (undermining may be worse than strip mining)… tomorrow i will be bopping at the Say Anything concert at the Hard Rock Café, so i am listening to the new cd right now and finding religious references (i am noticing a lot of jewish references of late threading through many different events and experiences... i wonder if i am jewish), drug references, and psychotic references… yes, they will say anything… this is supposedly the psychotic confessional cd in which the dongwriter throws up years of mental masturbations that were done before fame, or at least a record contract, came to fruition… kind of a love me as i was, as i am, as i will be type of cathartic prostrate in-your-face fuck-it-all nakedness…
yeah, take two fukitol and call me in the morning…
ok, so enough commercial pandering, this entry about sums up the moment so it's done… i hope you enjoyed it, or yourself, or both of us… napkins are available on your way out… see ya… come back anytime… often… please… cuz we miss you when you're gone… when i'm gone too… we too… waiting on the laughter, we thank you… comfort is shared here… t-shirt slogans too… bumper stickers optional…
look at the random synapses…
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Z!
and hope for tomorrow…
if we believe that we do exist in other times, or did, or will, then excitement can be enhanced, but then, perhaps blind faith in such conceptual reasoning is incorrect (wet blanket)... what is real may be moot in the end, or not, but what is shared, when fun, is worth the time and may be the best we can do after all... memories of we are, by and large, at least marginally better than memories of i, or I even... this may be influenced by the lack of recent memories of we for what seems like so long, but the moment blinks out of focus and into oblivion the moment the i becomes we again, or so i recall...
vaguely, perhaps, but oh so i do recall…
anyway, for whatever it's worth, i continue writing this daily life real time blog, mundane or blahsay or boring or whatever, pathetic, even, (in RealTime™) for my own nefarious (or whatever) purposes if only to maintain some semblance of belief that life is worth living, remembering, and sharing, if only in this distant, disconnected, dingleberry, and perhaps desperate way... and if we someday laugh at the entirety (and not just the enormity) of it all, then it was not only all worth it, but the proof will prevail...
caution, genius may be at work...
or is it mere obscurity…
yeah, so, in other news of recent events, so far i have not been impressed with any microsoft product primarily because not one product has worked without asking me to jump through some hoop and even then it seems to break down somewhere along the line requiring repairing or reinstalling or worse, reformatting a hard drive because it is beyond repair... and yet, like ma bell (slowly being reformed as att), it is the only show in town... sure, there's mac and there's linux and there's open source and more, but the technical knowledge required to run those programs leaves 99.9% of the human race out of the loop and then, even with the technical knowledge, the candy store for those operating systems are barren compared to the candy store for microsoft windows so... that's life in a totalitarian state for you...
i did find success in one area, or task, tonight, or last night, or some night in the recent past... after downloading several different programs, i finally found a program that worked to download and convert youtube videos to avi files so i can play them on my computer... how much glee is that?... well, for me, it's much glee cuz i've been trying to get that done for some time and there was always some sort of glitch or error message involving JIT or .net or some techno-babble and all it meant to me was it did not work... DVDVideoSoft dot com gave me a free little program that works though, so yay for DVDVideosoft dot com and when i am feeling rich and splurgy next, i shall consider purchasing their conversion software and trying my hand at burning DVDs...
the fact that the DVD burner is not burning DVDs nor CDs at the moment is yet another technical difficulty yet to be overcome, but so it goes with used computers... the burner itself simply may not burn anymore... it goes through the motions, but doesn't close the deal so the disk is unusable and yet will not play... sucks, really, but heck, i rolled the dice and bought this laptop and got what i got...
on this note, perhaps you noticed the new blog i started this week... yes, another new blog i barely have time to mention, link, or laugh about, no less actually upload anything to... it was linked to the previous title... yes, i am finally entering the world of video blogging, albeit third person or second hand or something like that... eventually i may actually learn how to use this laptop camera to record and upload video blogs in which i am the character doing the visual presentation, but so far the laptop doesn't do that when i ask it to... maybe the camera is as broken as the DVD drive... either way, i still have more to learn...
so there are a dozen entries waiting to be slipped into the half dozen or so missing dates of the past week (shhhh, posterity will get wise) and hundreds awaiting editing and insertion behind the candoor as if there was never a nine month break (and many babies born, in fact, even if they appear homeless orphans for the moment, like the new video blog, for instance, just cuz there's no tie-together time happening at the moment... remember how btc used to tie it all together?... then again, i wonder if anyone actually followed that process... in fact, i wonder
if i ever really did... figments of imagination are beyond amazing sometimes...
in case you are local and want to be more than a figment of my imagination, i may be at the Orlando Film Festival this week, especially if you call and want to go together... it's free, though seating is limited...
yeah, there is still hope for actual RealTime™ RealSpace™ sharing in spite of the ridiculous attempts at being human occurring over the last few years (undermining may be worse than strip mining)… tomorrow i will be bopping at the Say Anything concert at the Hard Rock Café, so i am listening to the new cd right now and finding religious references (i am noticing a lot of jewish references of late threading through many different events and experiences... i wonder if i am jewish), drug references, and psychotic references… yes, they will say anything… this is supposedly the psychotic confessional cd in which the dongwriter throws up years of mental masturbations that were done before fame, or at least a record contract, came to fruition… kind of a love me as i was, as i am, as i will be type of cathartic prostrate in-your-face fuck-it-all nakedness…
yeah, take two fukitol and call me in the morning…
better than an enema!
ok, so enough commercial pandering, this entry about sums up the moment so it's done… i hope you enjoyed it, or yourself, or both of us… napkins are available on your way out… see ya… come back anytime… often… please… cuz we miss you when you're gone… when i'm gone too… we too… waiting on the laughter, we thank you… comfort is shared here… t-shirt slogans too… bumper stickers optional…
look at the random synapses…
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posted by candoor at 11:28 PM
3 Comments:
Alas in the busy busy world we live in, even multi-tasking is not enough ...
seems we need to set time aside to
1) exercise - walk, cycle or gym
2) to blog - here, myspace or there
3) travel - to work or on hols
4) and so much more
leaving us only with time to eat on the 'hoof' - or shall we set out time for 'meals' too
and then there's the time we need for sleep (recharge batteries), and the time we need to meditate deep - and the time we need to set aside for love, or should love override it ALL.
Prioritise, prioritise, prioritise
that's what life seems to be about, there are only so many hours in a day.
Maybe Microsoft meant it for our own good, to teach us a lesson with its neverending error story? So we never get bored? Never stop fighting to make it work? Keep on believing that eventually it will work? And learn to be satisfied with what we have that does work in the meanwhile?
Q - yeah, busy busy... and just getting home from a concert to find blogger will be out of order tonight... irony, philosophy, fun... it's good to know there's understanding... thanks for sharing words here... it is much better when i come back here to find words i didn't write :)
P - i hate the fact that i absolutely adore your perspective on Microsoft... sheesh, you take all the frustration and turn it into child's play... i love your mind :)
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