and now, it is yesterday

finally, we come to the catchup entry that is almost in RealTime™ as it is approaching Sunday morning (which might explain the previous entry, perhaps) and this entry is destined to be dated as it is stamped, with the previous entries slipped in for posterity and amusement and sincerity and your edification as you see fit… revealing, no?... in any event, this is what happened since last i left off rambling as if this blog wasn't a vain attempt to relate what is really going on in the physical world in RealTime™ in RealLife™ as if maybe recording the details here will somehow bring the one to find me and fall in love with me and come rushing into my arms because there is no other place in the universe that she would rather be than in the arms of the writer of all these words (and then some)…

so i took time off for the holidays… time off work, i mean… and i mostly sat at home vegetating resting, though still not sleeping in a bed, the word rest is being redefined… surely goodness and mercy will kill me… but fear not, my dear compatriots in madness, there is hope on the horizon, maybe… probably not though, given Precious wants to borrow money to buy a new car and we may be moving in the next couple of months which will require a layout of a couple of thousand dollars in deposits and moving expenses and then there's that laptop she wants and did i mention it is time to pay my bills (including the semi-annual storage bill) again and Minnie is crying out for help again and what?... a couple of thousand for a bed?... not likely…

hey, i got the used 2004 laptop, so i'm not completely neglected…

and then, I watched the ball drop with half an eye as i distracted myself from everything by playing with the computer, from moving all my music and files to the mybook and fixing the iTunes mess that made to playing spades with a computer partner and computer opponents to browsing the web, including the meetups, and even attending a couple to the usual daily physical distractions (eating, bathing, masturbating, etc) to babbling and occasional rhyming a bit here and there (when nobody's looking, of course)…

wednesday i went to the movies with a meetup group and saw Bladerunner… thursday was softball practice and i really ought to sleep more the day before practice, but then, i don't see myself playing too much in games if everyone shows up, but we shall see… when i got home there was Precious, home from two weeks away, so we caught up on her life and times… friday the rabbi slept, i mean, friday i forget exactly what i did… no wait, i worked late and then came home and vegged in front of the tv while babbling and browsing and playing spades and generally relaxing… saturday i cleaned a bit, though leaving Raspy and Precious's stuff where it is means my room and bathroom got cleaned a bit and the rest of the place is more clutter and messy than ever… and then it was off to an extra softball practice and then, to Jackson's to watch an NFL playoff game (Jackson's team won by the skin of their teeth) and i treated everybody to snacks and drinks and pizza because Jackson and her roommate paid last time and will again for their superbowl party… and then it was home where Raspy snores on the couch and Precious wanted to talk a bit about help in getting a car… and finally, Precious went to bed and here we are, catching up on the week that was…

the previous entries may be more informative or amusing or whiney or silly or irreverent or serious or whatever, so be sure to check them out if you don't want to miss a thing (you should sleep though, ya know, even though the song is a favorite and beautiful)… and don't take my recent bout of selfishness and underappreciatedness too much to heart, it's not a comfortable or welcome phase i go through now and then and generally passes for the better like gas and other foul obstructions should… writing it out is like a laxative for the psyche… and you ought to know better than to take my sunday morning sermons too seriously, especially when they are presented on friday nights… even if there aren't actual nyuk nyuks, the laughter abounds and the glee continues amidst the superficial crap, complaints, criticisms, and corruptions i am dumping from the recesses of my mind…

and now that we are mostly just about all caught up (and my mind is apparently blank again), i shall conclude this entry (and catchup session) and move along to another activity, maybe even rhyme a bit or play a game… and perhaps it is important to note that throughout the writing of these entries and night, music plays, chosen by me for me, so everything is beautiful in it's own way and life is wonderful…

may you find such wonderfulness in your night too :)