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what’s on your mind’s eye, aye?... popping any weasels lately?... you have been missing my daily reality check along with everybody else, but that;s ok, it’ll be there when you get there and you can catch up if you wanna… and well, this is now, after the musical plug for my latest instant fav and the shameless plugs for my own selfless self, a tribute to yet another myspace introduction (not that the bandit or the other wonders i’ve found there are being usurped, or anything… just giving the kudos where they strike the right chords)… just look:
kaelah beauregarde.'s BlurbsAbout me:
i have the heart of a lion,
but it beats like a hummingbird.
exhibit a:
i enjoy hot tea and i'd rather do everything barefoot.
i am the girl you see working out at the gym in the motley
crue t-shirt. i spend my lunch hours surrounded by people,
who apologize for every touch, so today i hugged a stranger
and a thousand lonely people rioted.
exhibit b:
i like to sit at my bedroom window and watch the birds
fly dangerously close to the thin plate of glass that
separates us. i watch them swoop and soar, calling upon
their birdy friends. i like to watch the treetops cave-in
to the wind and bend like rubber only to rebound joyfully.
i like to watch the constant traffic lining the interstate
at 5pm and the solitary flag that sits upon the hill miles
from my bedroom window. it's pointless and brainless
to assume that a change in my window's view will change
my perspective, right?
exhibit c:
1:09 in the morning, drinking coffee, listening to ambient
music, reminiscing on the day spent with a beautiful
friend, thinking of ex-lovers, wishing I had one in my
bed, I am singing along, wishing I had written this song,
I will try to write one in a few hours, maybe I will tap
dance in my new cowboy boots in the kitchen, I would rather
peel myself away from this computer and do something that
no one else has ever done before, where is my mind?
none of this really matters.
i wish i had a tree to climb.
Who I'd like to meet:
i want to surround myself with beautiful people.
not beautiful in body, but beautiful in soul.
and then she promises to make you so alive that the fall of dust on furniture will deafen you so i ask you, have we found another wonder of words?... but it’s her friend Ashley who stirs my deeper laughter (you remember laughter, dontcha?) and draws me into her modest mouse eyes as she is one of the beautiful people fulfilling the who i’d like to meet desire expressed above... and demi, sing this one softly one night, forever...
i don’t even have the words
to describe you
to try would be absurd
there is no reaching
how splendiferous you are
and i can find you
by following the star
that i wished on every night
after i turned out the light
every dream i had came true
when i found you
how silently screaming for more, aye? :)
well, you could always check to see if it expanded behind the candoor (clever little devil, ain't he? :)
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4 Comments:
kaelah beauregarder here haha someone sent me a link to this on myspace. not 100% sure why exactly.. :)
not sure exactly why either, except that i sort of immortalize you in this obscure hardly read babbling blog i mind-dump into kinda regularly (i think i am deliberately fickle when mentioning adoration for people i find while wondering the web, though if i am not sure, then maybe it's not as deliberate as i think)...
i think my goal in life is to write a few words that make people stop and scratch their heads and say huh?
or something like that :)
i love to tease in words and leave readers wondering if i am serious or teasing, but i did like your words, that's the truth, and that's why they are here in this place...
i usually link when i quote... i must have been in a hurry or something... and now there's a puzzle, who would find this and how was it found? (i love puzzles and mysteries, but i bore easily when they are not solved after a while :)
someone is looking out for you perhaps - which would be cool... i used to have people looking out for me, once, before i went off and lost my mind and then, nobody followed... and nobody told me why, either... alas, people like sanity and normalcy and conformity and all that in spite of the claim many make that individualism is the way to go, i suppose...
ah, visiting your myspace it's all coming back to me now (well, maybe not all, but i like the song anyway)... i followed a link to your youtube, or was it from your youtube to your myspace, no, i think i saw you were sleepless or something in your myspace status and wandered over to say hello... i did leave a comment, i think... i am candor there (cuz that's my name, ric candor, clever disguise, aye?)... i was wandering youtubes that night to cuz i sometimes do that to amuse myself in the middle of the night and that is why i irreverently mentioned your friend cuz your europe vids were amusing me one recent sleepless night)... i don't think i visited your lj... if you have one... i have a few lj accounts too, but i'm seldom at them...
some night i do not remember where i wander, so i sometimes write down something about my wanderings and here we are in this entry that is kind of that and also a reference to my video blogs here at blogspot...
and so, that's why...
probably not exactly why, but it's a decent enough why as whys go, isn't it? :)
so who do i thank (besides you) for the momentary attention of your comment that inspired all this babbling response? :)
thank you, hope you are smiling and enjoying your day or night or whenever it is if you ever read this (if you checked the little box to notify you of follow up comments like i do cuz i wanna know if someone response to me, then hello again, nice to have a visitor, hope you enjoy yourself here or somewhere in my web world... life is more fun with communication, i say, so thanks for the added fun :)
i shoud really sleep now cuz i have a two day softball tournament this weekend starting at 7am tomorrow morning and that means waking in six hours to drive over after i shower and dry off (it's cold outside for florida... everybody north of here would laugh at that, so if you are north of here, hope you like the cold cuz i'm not a fan... in fact i've got to head north for a few days in a little over a week and i am hoping it gets warm again before i do, but there i go wandering off on a tangent and we haven't even been properly introduced... hi, i'm ric :)
now maybe you see why people kind of back off and read silently from what they consider a safe distance :}
so self-mockery keeps me smiling when i am all by myself and imagining i might find friends through words on the net keeps me hoping and writing and uploading and that's what it's all about (a little like the hokey pokey, only different)...
nite nite :)
well I appreciate the thought and the little plug that you threw my way =) as you stated I wasn't sure whether to take offense as if sarcasm, or to be genuinely flattered. =) I'm glad I could spark some slight interest, sir. hope your softball tourney went well.
sir?... omigosh, sir?... me, sir?... like i am old and responsible or something, a "sir"?... goodness me oh my, what respect... whyever did i deserve such a moniker... i suppose i ought to say thanks, but it's always weird to me when somebody says "sir" to me... i'm still more used to saying it to others, perhaps... anyway, ok, be genuinely flattered...
softball went well in the morning and melted down in the evening, but fun is in the mind of the beholder and i behold fun in just about everything, so it was fun...
i hope your weekend is fun too :)
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