weekend, sorta

well, if I slept a few more hours I'd be bouncing more, but Precious needed money for food and the phone rang a bunch of times until I finally answered... so two adorable girls (Precious and her best friend, Dreamer) stopped by and raided my wallet and I'm still awake now, semi-erect (wait, that was not meant as it just read... I mean I'm kinda slumped in my chair half asleep, I mean, I didn't just wake up as I usually do, but I'd been up long enough to sit out in the living room with the girls, if you follow)...

I kept thinking I had to be awake later for a 911 show their school is putting on, but that is Monday... and now I am too tired to get up and do anything, so gym will wait, and I'm too tired to wonder if my hunger is emotional or physical and given the push and starvation I've given this body this week, I just might find food without waking which is not the best way to find and eat food...

Rasputin just walked in... he can buy the food since I gave the girls $20, if he remembers he asked the girls to call me and told Precious he'd give it back to me.. he hasn't mentioned it, just grabbed his Pepsi and went into his room... I think... I'm kinda spacey...

I wrote a bunch in btc, where you might get a better gist (different perspective) of what is going on now (though that entry was quickly usurped by the one that followed so it slipped into the dark recesses of the archives without much notice, even if it deserved any... the irony is it could be mostly nonsense, my pulling my own leg, so to speak, or yours... but I decided to slip this paragraph in here just for the fun or meaninglessness of it... cuz I'm like that sometimes...

I'm on the day shift now... well, then again, I don't actually work a shift job anymore... I am in a different category... salaried... signed a contract and such... get an extra week vacation each year... and an office... shared, though... I get the smaller desk, being the usual pecking order... last time I had a big desk and office of my own was the 80s and it was an office within an office behind an assistant and a receptionist and all that... big shot... maybe you know why I am laughing... maybe not...

everybody's wondering what I am going to wear... and what I am going to do with my hair... I wear sweats and a T-shirt and a long sleeve shirt on the night shift... there's a bit more of a dress code for the new position, but we shall see... I suppose I ought to go shopping this weekend... probably won't...

sleepy stupor is such a fun world to be in J