just a moment again
i never did find time to upload all the entry bits piling up... there are even entry bits piling up for other blogs... but i must find sleep cuz the body is trying to heal and without sleep it will not heal well... one of these days the floodgates will burst, somewhere, somehow… just not today…
the body really does eat muscle tissue before fat tissue when it slides into starvation mode during a fast... i learned this today... i must eat much protein to help the hamstring heal... i must eat minimal carbs and fats to keep the body from bloating up during this more-than-ever sedentary period mandated by the hamstring... i also must make time to exercise the muscles that do not need relative immobilization, especially the upper body... yes, this is what i must do... will i?...
there's always hope...
meanwhile, there is much to tell and share and enjoy and i hope to have time to write it all down one of these days... until then, i hope you are enjoying your life and taking care of yourself and know i appreciate your reaching out and leaving me words... like my last comment in the previous entry said:
maybe pathetic, maybe sad, maybe joyous for realizing truth and being aware is joyous for me, but it is life as i know it and i embrace it and appreciate knowing that the best parts are the best parts and you are among the best parts… so there, you can all turn red and blush now…
most seriously, i have not had the time to visit much... i wish i had more time to visit with you and read and comment and let you know i care and wish we could be closer friends, but between work and the social life i am developing and the sports i am getting back into and sleep (something i really need more of), i spend less time on the net than i have in years... so i do not have the time to leave seductive or witty or clever little comments on your blogs that compel you to visit here and expose your idyllic worship of my irresistible literary personality... alas, all the missed opportunities, aye?...
maybe i should have said mostly seriously...
ok, true deal... i wish more of you would visit more andworship me more leave your words of wisdom here, come to know me, let me know you, and realize how we are friends who should stay in touch more often... no really, i am serious... just look at the sidebar, for gosh sakes, you are revered beyond your wildest dreams... respected and admired and most welcome here...
and if you have the time, there is new growth on the branches off the tree of madness, not to mention other super secret ways of finding my indiscriminant asides and creative burps and life lessons and even videos and rhymes and stuff that falls out of my head (or bounces off it cuz some stuff just amuses me too much to stick after the laughter subsides)… i mean, if you have the time and feel withdrawals cuz you aren't getting enough of my amazing with and sparkling babbleosity…
ummmmm, wit, that's wit, not with, could be width, come to think of it, but not with, wit, definitely wit...
yeah, time for bed…
nite nite :)
the body really does eat muscle tissue before fat tissue when it slides into starvation mode during a fast... i learned this today... i must eat much protein to help the hamstring heal... i must eat minimal carbs and fats to keep the body from bloating up during this more-than-ever sedentary period mandated by the hamstring... i also must make time to exercise the muscles that do not need relative immobilization, especially the upper body... yes, this is what i must do... will i?...
there's always hope...
meanwhile, there is much to tell and share and enjoy and i hope to have time to write it all down one of these days... until then, i hope you are enjoying your life and taking care of yourself and know i appreciate your reaching out and leaving me words... like my last comment in the previous entry said:
as silly as it seems on some levels, your words here mean so much cuz they are the only words that really express caring for me in this world these days...
maybe pathetic, maybe sad, maybe joyous for realizing truth and being aware is joyous for me, but it is life as i know it and i embrace it and appreciate knowing that the best parts are the best parts and you are among the best parts… so there, you can all turn red and blush now…
most seriously, i have not had the time to visit much... i wish i had more time to visit with you and read and comment and let you know i care and wish we could be closer friends, but between work and the social life i am developing and the sports i am getting back into and sleep (something i really need more of), i spend less time on the net than i have in years... so i do not have the time to leave seductive or witty or clever little comments on your blogs that compel you to visit here and expose your idyllic worship of my irresistible literary personality... alas, all the missed opportunities, aye?...
maybe i should have said mostly seriously...
ok, true deal... i wish more of you would visit more and
and if you have the time, there is new growth on the branches off the tree of madness, not to mention other super secret ways of finding my indiscriminant asides and creative burps and life lessons and even videos and rhymes and stuff that falls out of my head (or bounces off it cuz some stuff just amuses me too much to stick after the laughter subsides)… i mean, if you have the time and feel withdrawals cuz you aren't getting enough of my amazing with and sparkling babbleosity…
ummmmm, wit, that's wit, not with, could be width, come to think of it, but not with, wit, definitely wit...
yeah, time for bed…
nite nite :)
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posted by candoor at 11:59 PM
7 Comments:
mira mesa, yeh, but i'm moving shortly... & you still won't be my roommate, another year of chickenshitheadedness that stops you from living in america's finest city.
wow, your sidebar is so long...you've become so busy busy busy, good to be engaged in real living and real life. I hope your leg heals really fast.
On Your new subtitle ....
"FACE IT YOU REALLY HAVE TO CARE ABOUT SOMEONE (OR BE EXTREMELY BORED) TO READ THIS... AND I LOVE YOU FOR IT."
That "Someone" I don't know him, is he a great person to get to know?
How many miles do I have to walk before You move me from "new spaces" to something else, or haven't You done Your exploring, yet?
LOL :-)
giggle ;-)
ok, who told her i was a sucker for an honest unsolicited giggle? :)
anna - i meant you really have to care about the writer of this blog, so that someone is me, but then, perhaps you were teasing me when you asked... great person to know?... yes, sometimes, when i'm not too cynical or apathetic :)
though i change the way i think of grouping the links on the left from time to time, the blog family is comprised of you dear frequent commenters... i am not so sure how often is "frequent", but inspiring a laugh, feeling honest, and relating to me and the words helps a lot...
begging might work too, but then, only if it's sincere :)
seriously, thanks for caring enough to read, inquire, respond, and want to be part of my little blog world :)
j - yes, busy busy busy, and mostly fun... i pitched again tonight and was careful enough to have no pain... no running, minimal bending, no hitting, but i pitched fine and that's a big YAY for me cuz i may not have to drop out of the new league that starts Sunday...
I'll probably gain wait over the next few weeks though, which sucks, but then, healing is good...
thank you for calling and caring and being you and sharing you with me :)
z - year, yeah, this sense of adopting people and taking care of them keeps me from flying free like butterflies often in this life... i dropped about $400 on my, um, granddaughter/niece?... well, Minnie, who's called me dad since the mid-nineties (at least), took guardianship of her niece a few years back, is making a big 12th birthday party and it was time for me to buy holiday and birthday presents that i didn't buy last year and it felt wonderful to be able to toss stuff in a few shopping carts in a few different stores and make a few small dreams come true...
as if four years of Precious in college were not enough...
I'll come visit a lot after i win the lottery :)
hopefully it'll happen before forced retirement time cuz i've gotten kind of used to eating well and living comfortable again :}
of course... falling in love would change everything... cuz i'm a fool for love, after all, and even those who depend on me know that...
hopefully that will happen before forced retirement time too...
sigh (and giggle :)
Be careful not to overdo, do too much, and end up with a much bigger problem!
Give z a hug for me when you see him.
z - give ric a hug for me when you see him.
And the two of you give each other a hug too :)
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