ridiculous automated service
i have temporary service by sitting on a wooden baby chair with the laptop on my lapt in the corner of the 24 hour gym because the pool deck area where the tables are located are locked overight... i've been trying to access email via the web but i find ATT once again made a mistake that prevents me from accessing my email and they still haven't sent the wireless card for the service i started more than a week ago... after spending more than a half hour looping through the ridicious ATT automated voice recognition system (that disconnected me twice), i finally got na human tech support person who, after talking in circles for a while, could do nothing because sales and billing were closed and they made the errors, call back during working hours on monday and fuck you if you want your mail or the service you pay for... then, after looping around their crappy website for an hour, i still have no access to mail so i do not know where practice is this weekend or what might be planned... and sitting here just isn't worth the discomfort, so it'll be a while longer before i am back online...
being online is not worth the effort for now...
i love you :)
being online is not worth the effort for now...
i love you :)
posted by candoor at 2:11 AM
12 Comments:
when things are bad ... they're usually very, very bad ...
... but I'm sure it'll all work out :)
precious advice from folk who've never survived a on 10 pm sushi throwaway:z, nor remember when we sent email using pigeons and I don't mean the tcpip implementation.
as they say, little people have huge problems too.
let's make a candy list on the right with companies that have ruined ric's apetite for online porn. I start:
dell, microsoft, AT&T, megadodo publication:z and so it goes.
"precious advice"?
Big people have huge problems too ... and little people have little problems sometimes and big people have little problems too ...
... someone once told me to think before I speak (or in this case type) ... but that only serves to censor the thoughts ... and hey I'm not too proud to come back and finish a thought or two that I may have forgotten ... or not found right away ...
anyhow ... I thought "precious thoughts" was what irked me ... but after going back to paint more walls it dawned on me that it was the description following "precious thoughts" that rankled ...
and yes ... I should not assume presume that those words were directed at me (but they were posted after my comment) ... and I should not presume assume that they were meant in the spirit I have christened them with
and yes ... I do know my tendancy to overanalyze and over dramatize and take things way too personally and ...
yet ...
what rankles is the "comparative" in that "from folk who've never ..." tag. Is there any "true" comparason possible between separate lives? Does one have to be bigger, better, fuller, aloner, harder, painfuller, sadder, worser?
and why set the sentence up in such a way? whether I was the intended, or the guy across the street or one of those online porn companies ...
If you want the "worser" award ... it's yours
but don't mind me ... us folk are just lamenting about a small thorn ...
:P
lol, do you know who that anonymous is? :
it's my online-offline-all-around good friend who shall remain anonymous just for the fun of it, but feel free to draw swords anyway cuz he really does love that literary internet flame war stuff based on assumptions and misunderstandings (naaa naaa :P :)
what mikey meant, just cuz i can read his mind sometimes cuz we were almost married or maybe we were and sometimes were the same person, or so some thought online, is that i should remember i have survived much tougher times than i am having right now and stop the pity party over not having the internet and feeling disconnected for a couple of days,especially since i've got a phone and friends like him who've left messages of luv, lurv, love and supports :)
besides, i'm the big superstar thanking all the little people for their adorations and prostrations and curtsies and stuff, right? :)
oh wait, that wasn't mikey, that was anonymous (raszzzz)...
but it's so much easier to throw a pity party in the lap of luxury, ya know? :)
i am in miami with free marriot internet... prepare for entry mania...
PS... serious thought - what's the thorn?... i mean, can a measly little internet mouse help pull it out of yer paw?... serious?... yes, i meant seriously, take care of your thorn - i'll help if i can...
and now, back to the tongue in cheek... mikey can't have the worser award, i had it the worsester than anybody anyway, anywhere anytime anyway!!!!!!
i had my award bronzed...
nyuk nyuk...
wise guy aye?
yay:z and shi7!-)
i'm gonna be cruel and say:
don't try to relive a past that killed you once.
you are not a cat!
less cruel, but still:
she has prajna (ie super smart)
but no heart due to mountainous ego.
8 more lifetimes on the spindle.
do you think james taylor gets it?
when mikey and ric say you, they don't mean say you, say me, like lionel dancing on the ceiling ritchie!
think more along the "walk hard" and "time enough for love" movie mix with a matrix score and solaris plot.
still, you are not the one. sorry.
Relive? who's reliving? Are you reliving? ...my sympathies ... time to move on I say ...
I am not a cat??!! Oh my ... that what am I? I was sure I was a cat ... I mean I've got the whiskers, the purrrr down pat ... and I keep coming back just like that cat of yore ...
Now look what you've done ... you've thrown me into a full-blown identity crisis!
Come on ... we all have mountainous egos ... that's why our individual universes revolve around ourselves, our daily lies ... oops lives ...
Well ... at least I can console myself in knowing that you're not the one either ... :P
now there's the spirit that made the internet famous ('scuse me whist i giggle at all the words :)
what popped out at me most was:
think more along the "walk hard" and "time enough for love" movie mix with a matrix score and solaris plot.
that would be a killer story, but somehow i just heard HAL ask what are you doing dave?...
and thank me for my irreverent sense of humor cuz it is the best way to survive, get a little bit crazy... and find the threads...
living in the moment always brings me ecstasy
trusting every moment is the ideal way for me
loving every moment can maintain my sanity
and when the vanity comes laugh at it and set ir free
cuz the moment is all you can ever really see
if you want your fantasy to become reality
live in the moment unconditionally
cuz living in the moment is the best way to be
. . . segue into internet porn . . .
fuck the brains out of the one who turns you on
it doesn't really matter if tomorrow she is gone
cuz you will have another fantasy to yearn for by then
and if you find she's still around well do it again
and love every moment with all you can give
that is the best way to be and to live
don't let fear fool you into wasting time
love every moment and make your life rhyme
believe this is true today
because it is true everyday
believe this one thing i say
believe the right one will stay
in that moment that will never fade away
so love every moment you can if you will
the choice has always been yours, don't fear the thrill
living in the moment is the way to ecstasy
trusting every moment is the ideal way for me
loving every moment can maintain my sanity
and when the vanity comes laugh at it and set it free
cuz the moment is all you can ever really see
if you want your fantasy to become reality
live in the moment unconditionally
cuz living in the moment is the best way to be
love in the moment unconditionally
cuz loving in the moment is the best way to be
la la la
humans are the silliest peoples :)
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