August reminds me of childhood
it was August in the city when the ground was too hot to walk on barefoot and the long lazy days never seemed to end... the sweltering sunshine seemed to slow everything down... the heat made the air feel thicker, so thick, you could see it rise in waves from the blistering streets...
and I would play baseball and stickball and punchball and paddleball and basketball and football with friends, though the latter two were usually reserved for the fall and cooler weather, especially football because I loved to dive to catch the ball and wearing jeans and a sweatshirt protected the skin better, allowing for much more reckless diving catches... baseball was always better in the spring for the same reasons...
and some afternoons were so silent it felt like there was nobody else on the planet...
and the evenings, hot, sticky, as the sun went down the ground swelled with the day's heat and kept the air from cooling as if we were in a huge oven... twilight would bring out imaginations and the elevator that would take us anywhere, anytime... that was one of my favorites... it may have looked like an ordinary under-the-stairs shed to most people, but to me and a few of my friends it was the elevator (maybe magic, but what's magic when it real to us?)... I was lucky to have friends who would come along... we'd step in and tell it where we wanted to go (and when) and the door would open and there we were...
and then, as we explored the adventure we created, as if a blanket was pulled over the sky, night would welcome us with it's sweet darkness... the stars, for what the city air would let us see of them, seemed to blur as if their crystal light could not shine through the dense night air...
everyone went home and I wandered, alone again, into the night...
after midnight, when when little cooling would come in the form of a light breeze, I would head out for my daily run around the nightborhood... fifteen miles, sometimes more, past friends houses as they slept, as the night wrapped me in silence leaving only the drumbeat of my footfalls to keep rhythm with the night's music...
August days, August nights, August in the city, remembering the Augusts of my first two decades on this planet... warm mmemories, in so many ways...
did I mention my tooth is all better?...
yeah, I lucked out... called the dentist recommended by one of my co-workers and he saw me immediately and fixed the tooth and all is well and the insurance covered it... next week I have an appointment for a full check-up... so I ate a lot of chocolate and nuts this week... yum...
and the new data specialist started today, so I started her training and officially became Candor, PI... for a while I'll be doing some of both jobs somehow as I train (I'll have to give her a blog name, aye?... I'll think about it), umm, her...
I've starting running at night instead of going to the gym lately... so far, three nights... I don't know the distance, I'll have to drive it to find out, but I am sort of keeping track of time (just glancing at the clock, not using a chronograph... first time, two laps, 14 and 16 minutes, respectively... second time, 3 laps, 14, 14, and 16 minutes, respectively... third time, four laps, 13, 13, 16, and 17 minutes, respectively... hopefully the distance is more than a mile, but running is a whole lot different from the eliptical machine so I don't expect to maintain the same pace right off the bat... figures I'd start running outdoors at the hottest time of the year, aye?...
that reminds me of childhood too...
it's wonderful to have warm, fuzzy, endearing memories... summer wakes some of the dearest... many of my best memories are of solitary, peaceful times... but memories are of sharing times with friends... those are the best memories... I'd really love to make some more of them...
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The prose turned almost poetic
and the poetry turned into facts
life is just a poem of warm & fuzzy memories and hard cold facts
Days of yearning the days of past
hope the warm memories last & last
real time or memory life's a blast
panties galore in yo head i wish they too become reality like the tooth fixing.
i started running if i forgot to mention that (perhaps coz it only happened yesterday afternoon).
i guess i shall detail the jog in teh bloRghie.
you were a child once before?
Thank God you've retained your child-like perspective on so many things. I have too. It helps you maintain sanity and groundedness in the midst of the stunted views and hubris of those who are bound by the delusion of "adulthood".
thank you Q :)
I like our perspective :)
YAY! z (running :)
yeah, panties can be much fun :)
hi anon, yup, and nope... yup I've been a child before, nope, not just once before, many times before... I've been a child always, but in this life (and maybe others) I exerience phases of more grown-up responsibilities that I gradually shed so I can return to as carefree a lifestyle as possible in this world... I enjoy both for a time and would probably stay in childhood much longer if I didn't love to share so much that I give everything away so easily and love to help others so much that I choose a poor-paying helping profession again and again :)
thank you for appreciating me and for your perspective on me and life (and if I run into God I'll tell her :)
the blackNwhitegRRl is lifted from my myspace buddy LG. axe her who she is, you might be surprised to find out it's her herself. stop fantasizing you have anony admirereres, it's me, stupid.
i hope you're getting all my inept texts, right? or am i sending 'em in vain?
I am getting your texts... I am torn about texts these days cuz ATT cancelled my unlimited texting and I had to threaten them with a lawyer to convince them to give me 100 texts a month free (and something like 15 or 20 cents every one over a hundred)... ATT sucks...
I may have to give in and pay for the dang text messages... something like $10 a month... the phone company is becoming the phone company again...
LG?... does she make electronic stuff?... I'll try to get to her profile next time I'm on myspace... this week I've crashed every time I visited myspace... dang photo slide shows combined with videos and auto-play music and tons of graphics and scripts and... slow... freeze... crash...
push the button...
some pages are so huge I don't know it even a cutting edge computer can load them fast and I get bored waiting more than fifteen seconds with nothing happening...
aww, geee, ya mean I'm not suddenly the lead celebrity at Anonymous Anonymous? (AA, without the alcohol)...
I'm still famous in my mind, and that's where it count :)
oh yeh, unlimited texts for people who don't text, if you start texting, then they drop you, just like the auto-insurance business.
k, i'll drop the texting then, but only if you get a goddam computer! otherwise i swear to all gawdsNdaemons of 58 directions, i'll text you $400 worth of it next month!
I know I left a comment in here a couple of days ago...it got eaten by the comment monster, which must be something like the cookie monster..hooray (related to yay) for multiple childhoods :)
:( for end of unlimited texting :(
I seem to be distracted (that is, I forgot about the usual online addiction the last few days... I suppose it's not much of an addiction if I can forget about it, but some sort of numbing phse is happening, or not happening, that is, nothing is happening, as if nothing was something that could happen, if you know what I think I mean)...
the offline world is calling...
must wake early tomorrow cuz Jackson and I are going to Disney... I pick her up at 8AM and she's about twenty minutes from here... so I'm gonna wake about seven and shower and wake some more and drive to her place and wake some more and drive to Disney and hopefully by then (they open at 9am) I'll be awake...
I've been doing laundry and listening to music all day today...
and cleaning the house and rearranging my bedroom room and closet and bathroom...
I should write a blog, huh?...
well, thank you for being here even when I'm away... it's the August influence... and a very busy week... and of course, the lazy lifestyle in this space...
all but the last thing is wonderful :)
Let me know when/if the the text situation is resolved.
oh sure, NOW you want to text lol :)
yet another reason to spend more money on the phone... hmmm, who has Cingular? :)
I have Verizon. The thing is, you know how you feel about email? That's how I feel about texting. ...but I will concede. I just don't want you to be charged extra.
I really ought to check my email - or comments - more often, aye? :)
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